I'll Always Look Back As I Walk Away

Mar 20, 2007 16:33

I realise I haven't updated in a while, and for those of you who don't know what do to with themselves without my guidance - never fear. I am alive.

Things have been pretty full on lately. I haven't had much sit-and-breathe time.
It's all been work, or people around me (which, don't get me wrong, I love - honest).
Or working with people all around me.

I'm really not liking uni.
It's exactly what I expected, while being completely different.
And sucky.

I'm going to keep going with it of course.
What else would I do?
There's never been a moment in my life when I didn't think I'd get a degree.

I need plans.
I like plans.
I have many.
Some of them just... I don't want them any more.

I'm not even good at it anymore.
I used to love the whole academic thing.
Now I'm crap, bearly scrapping mediocre, and I hate it.

I guess I'll get over it.
I'm not going to drop out and do an interior decorating course only to end up with eight kids, a fat cat and a home-based business making homemade cookies for A and P shows.
Not that that is a bad life.
It's just not the one I want.
Plus, I have no signs of artistic talent or designing ability.
That sort of stuff is better left for the creative folk.

Sorry guys, this wasn't meant to be a rant.
I had a list of things to post and everything (can you tell I'm addicted a fan?).
Oh well, another time.
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