Origin of the Number in my Name || {Personal}
I have been asked a few times why I chose the numbers in my name. I have even had some people be as rude as to suggest it means I was 18 and I liked to "69". This is nowhere near what the numbers were meant for. Lets start with my beliefs, shall we?
I believe in reincarnation. Many of you don't, I'm sure, but that is well and fine, because I do. I also started using the number 1869 many times when I was younger, around 11, when I made my very first email (which today receives nothing but spam). It wasn't a random set of numbers I went with when I was told my email address was already taken by someone else. It was a set of numbers that had been in my head for years, since I can literally remember.
When I was roughly 15-16 I started reading about past lives and reincarnation, and took it as something I believed in after I had learned a deal about it. Since I was roughly 13 I have been having dreams about, what I now believe to be, past lives, and something that has been prominent in said dreams, is the life of a man, balding, worked as a cleaner of some sort, probably in a butcher's shop. He was not famous, he had no living family, and but one friend, of whom I've never learned the name. He also died in the year 1869. A fairly unimportant man, but one that is important to me, as I seek to find out as much information about him as possible.
That is where 1869 comes from for me, not some attempt at crude humor and not a random set of numbers devised from an 11 year old's mind. Please try to keep an open mind at numbers in someone's name, as sometimes it's not what it looks like, and hopefully this should answer any questions pertaining to the numbers at the end of mine.
I believe in reincarnation. Many of you don't, I'm sure, but that is well and fine, because I do. I also started using the number 1869 many times when I was younger, around 11, when I made my very first email (which today receives nothing but spam). It wasn't a random set of numbers I went with when I was told my email address was already taken by someone else. It was a set of numbers that had been in my head for years, since I can literally remember.
When I was roughly 15-16 I started reading about past lives and reincarnation, and took it as something I believed in after I had learned a deal about it. Since I was roughly 13 I have been having dreams about, what I now believe to be, past lives, and something that has been prominent in said dreams, is the life of a man, balding, worked as a cleaner of some sort, probably in a butcher's shop. He was not famous, he had no living family, and but one friend, of whom I've never learned the name. He also died in the year 1869. A fairly unimportant man, but one that is important to me, as I seek to find out as much information about him as possible.
That is where 1869 comes from for me, not some attempt at crude humor and not a random set of numbers devised from an 11 year old's mind. Please try to keep an open mind at numbers in someone's name, as sometimes it's not what it looks like, and hopefully this should answer any questions pertaining to the numbers at the end of mine.