Jun 11, 2004 12:55
I have been in such a bad mood. I was hoping for this to be a really good summer bc I had such a great . But this summer has been totally different. I kinda regret a little quiting babies bc i dont get to seee my friends all the time and i am totally out of the loop. Its like i have been completly forgoten about, espeically by steve who used to call me all the time. Now that charlie and jessy are home he dosent even call me back. And I dont like the people that he has been hanging out with anyway. In HS there were popular people unpopulare people and nothings. I am trying to retain my massapequa status as a nothing while he has been hanging out with very unpopular people. If others see me hanging out wiht these people I would no doubt loss my status. People should hang out with thouse of there own class, if anything try to hang out with those of a little higher not dirtbags. For those of you who have not attended mhs let me give u a little synopsis of a dirbag. These are people who seldom attend school and or do poorly wear Band shirts and are dirty and wrinkled, and seem to only shower on occassion. They tend to migrate toward the chinese food place on merrick rd or the pool hall a few doors down from there. (If this was the 50's they would be the beatnicks.)
I refuse to play pool in the pool hall bc i have my own pool table why am i gonna pay money for this. and it is dirty and the tables suck. So I kinda hope that by the end of the summer charlie will go back to school and steve will be normal again and call me. Hopefully at that point he wont be totally sucked in my the dirtbags and still hang out with them when this guy is gone. But i dont want to think about the end of the summer bc then my bff will have to go back to school.
on a lighter note i got my pic on hear. I was one of the 3 pictures taken of me at gina's grad party (2 rolls of film i am on 3 pictures... i am not bitter)
I am meeting jen and natalie for breackfast on tuesday I cant wait i miss u guys.
Hopefully this will be a better weekend than the week was my cuzing mike is coming in and my lil cuzing lizzy is staying for the weak. My paretns seemed to be woried about me bc i have been in a really bad mood latly, so i have been drinking a lil and they have been contributing to my drinking habit bc they think its will make me feel better . If they wanted to make me feel better they could have paid for me to go to formal that would have been fun and alcholic at the same time. I hope every one that went to formal had fun i will defintly be there next year. for those planing formal i call at my table gina, eva , sophy, jen , and natalie . lol