Why do you torture yourself?

May 18, 2010 07:57

I don't know. Maybe it's part of the ups and downs of the wheel of fortune. Can't be chirpy all the time. But let's review:

Creativity is the only cure for depression.
To forgive another is to set yourself free.
Improve, don't compete.
Produce, don't judge.
The universe loves grateful people.
Pray worship celebrate create.
Hold hands.

People - they come and go. There will only really be a handful who will stick around. These few are to be PRIZED and NURTURED. Don't ever forget! Because the MOST tiring thing in the world is to be insincere. And this handful, they're the ones you can be 100% honest with.

Some people, you will naturally dislike; others, will naturally dislike you. It's just that you don't vibrate on the same energy level, or you used to but not anymore. So prioritize. How important is this relationship to you? And based on that, how much energy are you going to pour into that relationship?

But yes it sucks when someone who used to be a close friend is passive-aggressive towards you and you don't know why you're being singled out for this treatment. I mean really. What's your damage? Am I just not cool enough for your crowd? What did I ever do to you and - ugh. Oh well we don't answer to each other.

And yes it also sucks when someone who used to be someone you could be 100% honest with, just has to set boundaries against you and they don't see you as a human being but as a project to be worked on. Loving "from a distance" is bullshit.

And sometimes when you keep on asking and the answer is always NO, it's really discouraging. But you get by.

Yes it really sucks to not be seen as a fellow human being, but what can you do? Mind your own conscience.

sigh, princessa, thoughts

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