He is back and sounding gayer than ever
I have been waiting for my computer to finally work so that i can finally post. Thank god i can finally have contact with you people, it feels like eons since i logged onto this site. So, lets see, what has been happening in my life. I am going to silverwood tomorrow, and i am extremely exited about that, i am going to take my camera and maybe i can learn how to post pictures and such, if anyone knows how to do it and wishes to aid me in my quest please leave a comment.
Today i went to the movies with Dawn, she is an amazing friend, god i love that girl to death, its to bad she is moving. We went to watch Madagascar, thats the second time i have seen it and it is still just as good. I also watched the movie wedding crashers, and i kind of think the friend of the lead is a hotty, the tall one with the dark hair. Anyway, great movie, it has a freaking weird mentally perturbed gay man in it but besides that totally recomendable.
I have missed all of my friends a terrible great deal, although i have seen liz and kels and alyssa, more of alyssa then the other two but what can you do. I have been trying to reach amber on her cell phone but i think that maybe i have a very bad habit of calling at the wrong time because she never picks up. I am not altogether sure wether fiona is back or not but she has not contacted, however, i have been keeping a constant vigil on the number of cars in her lot and there is now one more so i am almost certain that she is and will be calling her tonight, hopefully.
Now, drama has been an immense let down. I shoudl have known better than to join a musical. I suck at singing, i have always known that i wasnt very good but i have no idea what the fuck is going on in the songs. I dont know what the hell one note is from another, i mean i can hear the difference between two notes but i dont know what the hell to do with my voice when they tell me to start at a fucking c sharp, or what the hell the difference is, i know its either a little higher or a little lower but that doesnt fucking help me at all. I am so god damn lost and i know i cant quit and still be able to show my face around there, and i dont want to ask the musical directer about it cuz he is just going to ask me what i need help with and i need help with everything. I dont know why the hell i am complaining about it either, i know i am going to have to keep at it, but i know that its not going to get any better.
Work is over, so i am now unemployed and am going to go apply at all the jobs that i possibly can in tri cities on friday, in fact i am fixing up my resume right after i finish this, or maybe right after i call to see if fiona is home, one of the two. Anyway i have to do both things. I am hoping to get a job at barnes and nobles, god, that would be so freaking awesome, i would love that more than anything else in the world. I am kind of afraid of having to cut my hair in order to get a job though, i dont think i want to do that, at all. There is no bone in my body that wants me to cut my hair right now cuz it finally got the length to where it looks like i am growing it on purpose, which is something nice to have, or at least i seem to think so. Anyway, i should be going now, ta ta. hugs and kisses to all the friends of which i miss dearly.
Today i went to the movies with Dawn, she is an amazing friend, god i love that girl to death, its to bad she is moving. We went to watch Madagascar, thats the second time i have seen it and it is still just as good. I also watched the movie wedding crashers, and i kind of think the friend of the lead is a hotty, the tall one with the dark hair. Anyway, great movie, it has a freaking weird mentally perturbed gay man in it but besides that totally recomendable.
I have missed all of my friends a terrible great deal, although i have seen liz and kels and alyssa, more of alyssa then the other two but what can you do. I have been trying to reach amber on her cell phone but i think that maybe i have a very bad habit of calling at the wrong time because she never picks up. I am not altogether sure wether fiona is back or not but she has not contacted, however, i have been keeping a constant vigil on the number of cars in her lot and there is now one more so i am almost certain that she is and will be calling her tonight, hopefully.
Now, drama has been an immense let down. I shoudl have known better than to join a musical. I suck at singing, i have always known that i wasnt very good but i have no idea what the fuck is going on in the songs. I dont know what the hell one note is from another, i mean i can hear the difference between two notes but i dont know what the hell to do with my voice when they tell me to start at a fucking c sharp, or what the hell the difference is, i know its either a little higher or a little lower but that doesnt fucking help me at all. I am so god damn lost and i know i cant quit and still be able to show my face around there, and i dont want to ask the musical directer about it cuz he is just going to ask me what i need help with and i need help with everything. I dont know why the hell i am complaining about it either, i know i am going to have to keep at it, but i know that its not going to get any better.
Work is over, so i am now unemployed and am going to go apply at all the jobs that i possibly can in tri cities on friday, in fact i am fixing up my resume right after i finish this, or maybe right after i call to see if fiona is home, one of the two. Anyway i have to do both things. I am hoping to get a job at barnes and nobles, god, that would be so freaking awesome, i would love that more than anything else in the world. I am kind of afraid of having to cut my hair in order to get a job though, i dont think i want to do that, at all. There is no bone in my body that wants me to cut my hair right now cuz it finally got the length to where it looks like i am growing it on purpose, which is something nice to have, or at least i seem to think so. Anyway, i should be going now, ta ta. hugs and kisses to all the friends of which i miss dearly.