school ew. And i have to come into school for ap art
Tlday is the 20th,
school starts the 28th.
Tomorow and the 22cnd i have art boot camp.
My cousins leave on saterday:(
Im going back to school next wedsnday.
And im gonna be all alone.
I havent seen han all summer,
the only one from school that ive seen on purpose is stav, and shes not one of the pops.
Ive seen ari sim and sar once at a pool party, the only one i went to all summer.
IM gonna be all alone. I think the girls started to like rach and i hate her and she ignores me.
Shes such a mean person but shes also one of hans best friends.
And i dont know how to talk to any of them anymore.
And im so nervous. And im scared...terrified honestly.
I havent bought my school books, havent even got my summer reading book.
I dont know who is in my classes.
I dont have any new clothes for school. And im sad. And scared.
And i cant do it. I cant have another year like the last or the one before.
I cant do it.
And i cant have another shabaton like the others or ill just shoot myself.
This year i have cut my rists.
Missed a kiss.
Cut again.
And drunk some things im not supposed to drink.
Took some pills
Smoked a cigarette,
Took lots of more pills.
THis lifes a nightmare.
Today i made myself a drink
inhaled some of my old cigarrette bud.
And took an advil and some other pill.
I feel dead.
And i cant deal no more.
school starts the 28th.
Tomorow and the 22cnd i have art boot camp.
My cousins leave on saterday:(
Im going back to school next wedsnday.
And im gonna be all alone.
I havent seen han all summer,
the only one from school that ive seen on purpose is stav, and shes not one of the pops.
Ive seen ari sim and sar once at a pool party, the only one i went to all summer.
IM gonna be all alone. I think the girls started to like rach and i hate her and she ignores me.
Shes such a mean person but shes also one of hans best friends.
And i dont know how to talk to any of them anymore.
And im so nervous. And im scared...terrified honestly.
I havent bought my school books, havent even got my summer reading book.
I dont know who is in my classes.
I dont have any new clothes for school. And im sad. And scared.
And i cant do it. I cant have another year like the last or the one before.
I cant do it.
And i cant have another shabaton like the others or ill just shoot myself.
This year i have cut my rists.
Missed a kiss.
Cut again.
And drunk some things im not supposed to drink.
Took some pills
Smoked a cigarette,
Took lots of more pills.
THis lifes a nightmare.
Today i made myself a drink
inhaled some of my old cigarrette bud.
And took an advil and some other pill.
I feel dead.
And i cant deal no more.