(Untitled)

[frisky_watcher]

If anyone had asked me a week ago if I thought Jenny Calender would be in my home after I rescued her from an evil vicious vampire I would have thought they had gone mad. Just hours ago I did just that. I braved the most vicious vampire of all time to save the woman I love without a second thought and I lived to tell about it. I look at my

Comments

[techno_pagan]

Rupert Giles used a tone with me! Normally, I would have teased him, but this wasn’t the time, I did however make a mental note to tease him about it later.

The smiling was still spread from ear-to-ear when he said darling, I loved the way he said it, placing my smaller hand on his I looked up at him, staring into those bedroom eyes of his.

“For now I’ll do what you say, England,” my tone was light, playful and teasing, “but there will come a time when you’ll have to do what I say,” I winked, got on my tiptoes to kiss the tip of his nose.

Sighing, I continued, “Rest it shall be,” I almost gave him a retort about being comfortable, but the poor man had been through too much and hadn’t rebounded quite as I had. I wondered if he knew I was this way because of him?

And then well, I just couldn’t help myself … “You realize if you aren’t letting me out of your sight you are going to have to see me naked?” Giggling, I pressed myself up against him, for just a moment, then moved away, food being my desire at the moment and continued picking through the delicious fruit.

[frisky_watcher]

I could tell she was going to actually listen to my demands instead of having a witty retort, I would have to make a note to use this tone more often. I was going to say something to her, but the moment she mentioned my seeing her naked all thought, not to mention air and speech left my body. I was at a complete loss, for god only knows how many times that has happened in the time she has been in my home.

"Jenny, dear..I clearly have to believe you have lost your mind..." I said before thinking. "What I mean by that is, I only wish at this time to make you comfortable. I don't wish to take advantage of you." I fear I may have informed her of this many times this even...well now this day, and yet she persists, perhaps she rebounds better than I.

[techno_pagan]

"Jenny, dear..I clearly have to believe you have lost your mind..."What I mean by that is, I only wish at this time to make you comfortable. I don't wish to take advantage of you."

Busying myself eating on the fruit, I tried to replay everything that had happened, and not embarrass myself anymore, I always counted on being able to read him and now, I was wrong, he was just taking care of me much as he Buffy, and that was the second time, there wouldn’t be a third one.

Knowing I wouldn’t make it out of his sight for a while, I resigned myself to dealing with the situation at hand.

“Okay, yeah, I get the not take advantage of me thing Rupert, no harm no foul.” I smiled up at him, trying to figure it all out. Maybe I’d hit my head or something worse, it really didn’t matter now, he thought I’d lost my mind, and I guess I had. Just because you love someone, doesn’t make them love you as well.

“Speaking of making me comfortable,” I had to stop at the retort that was sitting on my tongue, like a snake waiting to strike, I probably should get some rest, thank you for saving me,” I took his hand and squeezed it, but this time in a more friendly grateful manner, letting it go as abruptly as I’d grabbed it.

“If you’ll just tell me where I can get some rest, then I’ll be out of your way.” I really wanted to be out of there, I could feel myself getting hot, and I was tired of trying to read his mixed messages, or my total and utter lack of understanding. After the day I’d had, it did all make sense.

Scurrying around, I began to clean things up, but suddenly I felt tired and sad, and I really did want to sleep, suddenly I was yawning, the day began to fold in on me, and I wanted release from it all, a bed any bed would do.

[frisky_watcher]

I rushed to her side. I felt more explaining needed to be done and she needed rest, I was going to kill two birds with one stone here. "Jenny..." I whisper against her ear as I lift her into my arms. "There is nothing more that I would like to do than take you to my bed and make love you you, many times over, however, the thought that I nearly lost you from my life at the hands of Angelus keeps returning to my conscious, I feel as if I can only fail you if I let my guard down."

As I am speaking I carry her to my bedroom, praying I am not out of line, and lay her down gently. "However if you feel you want more, and you want it now, how can I say no to you?" I finally say. I fear that she may question my sanity as I have said so many different things, but alas this is truly how I feel. If she wishes for me to show her my love for her now I will, without further question.

[techno_pagan]

In his arms I felt save, and I snuggled down against him. I guess I hadn’t taken into account how all of this must have affected him, and I felt this soft warm glow rising from my toes.

“Have I told you just how sexy you are Mr. Fuddy Duddy?” I couldn’t help but giggle like a little girl. Pulling on his tie, I tug at it, pulling his head down to mine for a long deep kiss.

Surprised as always by my actions, his hands weren’t quite steady on the bed and he feel on top of me. I rolled with laughter, I’m not quite sure why.

“Don’t you know that I have always and will always want you Rupert Giles? Just knowing you want me as well, is enough, well for now. Hold me while I sleep?” I purred the request in his ear.

So many things had gone wrong, I wanted this right, and wonderful and magical, I’d be his when he was ready, even if I had to push him a little.