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[frisky_watcher]

This day...it seemed never ending. The day started yesterday, 6 am, as it had so many times in the past. A day where I awaken wishing there was more to my life and then rush off to the school where I try to empart some form of training into Buffy then go about my day of cataloguing texts that the students had returned. It seemed to be a normal

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[techno_pagan]

Darkness falls, and at times it falls with a vengeance. Yes, darkness is the absence of light, but the light isn’t always literal, it can be literal. So many monsters lurk in darkness real or imagined, that darkness can be the death of hope, actually anything that changes someone, and for me it has happened to many times, and last night it was almost the darkness of death

[frisky_watcher]

I heard her soft voice beckoning me from the other room. My immediate response was to rush to her side, which I did without question.

"Yes darling? I am here." I said in a sosoft calming tone. "Do you need something? What might I get for you?"

I couldn't help it, the feelings she evokes in me, the need to protect her, to be there for her every whim... No one has ever done this to me, made me so weak and yet feel so strong at the same time. How I would be lost without her.

"Oh yes, and I do hope you didn't have any plans for this evening." I say in a more commanding tone.

[techno_pagan]

His answer, comes from the other room, filled with something different, the sound calling the fine hairs on my arm to rise, not in terror has they had with Angel, but in anticipation, for in his voice was an undertone of affection of what love? I wasn’t sure what it was, but it made me smile

[frisky_watcher]

"Mr Gibson only dreams of being so lucky as to have a moment of your time." I say without a second thought. "Now, as for our plans this evening. They start in about 10 minutes. Do you think you can relax here for a moment while I take care of one detail?" I ask

[techno_pagan]

I’ve learned you can know someone for a lifetime, or for a minute and know them both equally well, it all depends on the person, and the connection(s) you have with that person

[frisky_watcher]

She asked if this was a date and at that moment my knees felt weak. I wouldn't allow her to notice this, nor would I admit anything just yet. She was going to be surprised from this moment on as to what is coming next

[techno_pagan]

"Just relax, I shall return in a moment." Relaxing, what a concept, I wanted to call back to him, teasing, but something was definitely on his mind, and he was being uncharacteristically difficult to read, so for the moment, I wasn’t taken anything for granted nor would I assume anything. Instead, I countered with, “Don’t worry, I will

[frisky_watcher]

I havent a clue as to what was going through her mind as I reentered the room, but I was sure that it had to do with the events of the last 24 hours. "Jenny?" I said as I leaned against the door frame, watching her stare off into space. I didn't have any desire to scare her so I spoke softly and unmoving.

"I have a surprise for you darling." I add. I wanted nothing more than to help her relax, no expectations from this evening other than showing her my feelings are the same as hers are. Atleast the same as I pray hers are and see them as from all the signs she has been throwing my direction.

I could only hope that what I was seeing was in fact her true feelings and not my mind playing tricks on me.

[techno_pagan]

“England, a surprise for me?” my mouth broadens into this huge grin, and for once I’m afraid I look like a geek, I can feel my eyes widen in excitement. I’m all tingly and suddenly feel as if I’m 12 once again

[frisky_watcher]

I have to smile at her, she is a true gem that is for certain. "Yes darling, a surprise for you." I tell her once again as I lead her to the bathroom. This is the mo ment of truth, if she doesn't slap me for the mere thought I know that this is meant to be.

"Just in here please." I say a tone of force, but not to be cruel, just a guiding force. Once she opened the door, I placed my hand on the small of her back and guided her in, the room only lit by candles. Soft music playing in the background, almost unnoticble, but there to break the silence.

"Please understand that everything that happens here today is in your control. I just desire for you to be relaxed."

[techno_pagan]

He was so close to me, I could almost feel him against, my initial reaction was to lean against him, into him melding into him, all the signs were there, but what if, what if this were just kindness? Rupert was so many things to so many different people: father and friend, to name just a few and it all of his dealings with people he was, as far as I’d seen, always fair and kind. Rarely had I seen him otherwise. What if all he was being was kind

[frisky_watcher]

I couldn't bare it any longer. This would be the true moment of truth. As I deepend the kiss my hands traveled over her body, I was going to slowly remove her clothes and then work from there. If this wasn't what she wanted she would stop me in an instant.

My fingers moved through her hair, lacing the silky strands between them as I gathered them together to move them off her neck just so that I can unfasten her lace and silken bra. I couldn't get over how soft her skin was as my hands brushed over it.

As this was happening the thoughts of how I nearly lost her the evening before nearly overwhealmed me. "I love you" I said against her ear, my warm breath brushing against her ear. "So very much."

[techno_pagan]

Delightful shivers ran up my spin, as his fingers moved through my hair, brushing across my neck, fingers touching my skin. All thoughts of anything but him left me and I was trembling, with anticipation.

Leaning against his body, so that we were even closer, he said the three words I’d waited what felt like a lifetime to hear.

“Pinch me please, so I’ll know this is true.” I looked up at him and smiled. Inside it was like the fourth of July, and the realization of what was going to finally happen between us, made my smile widen.

“You realize if anyone or anything interrupts us now, I might have to … well it wouldn’t be a pretty sight.” I teased, stood on tiptoe, slide my tongue out to lick his lips, and then innocently went back down on my bare feet as if I had done nothing. I let my hand wander over his body, wherever it wanted, still with that schoolgirl wide-eyed innocent smirk. There would never be enough time to do to Rupert Giles the things I wanted to do him, but first, it would be his turn.

[frisky_watcher]

"Jenny" I whisper hotly against her ear "If ever I go too far simply tell me..I fear the feelings I have for you at this moment...I wish to do things that I can't share with any other person."

This woman could be the end of me if she so wished. The moment she did what she did was the end of my self control, aside from my small warning to her that is. I press her against the wall and with haste continue removing her clothes. Why is it that she can make me so crazy?

My warm hands run over her now bare skin, taking in every inch, every curve. I was lost in the feel of silky white skin. Without further moments wasted I leaned in once more capturing her lips with mine and kiss her passionately.