i hate thise dreams that are so realistic, that you wake up and have to remind yourself that you cannot yell at people for things they did in your dream.  nor can you even be pissed at them really, unless of course you were all ready. 

i realize that israel can be dangerous, but, the check points?  papers?  this?

i hate the situation there so much. 

to think i thought things would get better when february was over.  >_