I always thought this would be a land of milk and honey....
Things seem to finally be falling into place. I have a job, more money on the way, hopefully an apartment. There's the Rainbow gathering coming up. Seeing Natalie after we've finally cleared the air about any past problems will be nice. I feel comfortable with her, and it will be really nice to hang out with her. Hopefully have some good old fashioned bonding time. And traveling with Coire and Josh should be a lot of fun. Road trip!! If I could just keep my apartment clean.....
This summer seems like it's been really slow so far. Hopefully is speeds up a bit. I think working 60 hours a week will help with that. No, I know it will.
Josh and I are doing well. Happy. At least to the best of my knowledge things are fine. I know that I have a lot of fun with him. But I also feel I can be myself and have time to myself and he won't be waiting on me, moping around, or anything silly like that. No pressure. What fun! And he has these beautiful eyes, and the sexiest mouth ever (besides Christian Bale, sorry Newt) that curves slightly on each side when he smiles. OOOh, I love that smile!!!
Wendy and Shannon are on their way back from New York with all sorts of stories. I can't wait to talk to them. And then of course Shannon is leaving. But I think he may go to the Rainbow gathering. I would love for him to be there. Kevin and Kris are going and they're gonna drag him out or something like that. They're leaving in like a week though. I think they are planning on being gone for about six months. Goin all over the place..... California, Oregon, Canada, Mexico. I'm so jealous. I would love to be out there on the road with them. No school to worry about, no apartment, no job or money problems. But I know what I must do. And what a part of me really wants is the stability of school, a place to live, and a job. I'm ready to get back to that.
Oh, and I have the greatest dentist in the world.
And eggplants are a fruit. Damn you Josh!!!
This summer seems like it's been really slow so far. Hopefully is speeds up a bit. I think working 60 hours a week will help with that. No, I know it will.
Josh and I are doing well. Happy. At least to the best of my knowledge things are fine. I know that I have a lot of fun with him. But I also feel I can be myself and have time to myself and he won't be waiting on me, moping around, or anything silly like that. No pressure. What fun! And he has these beautiful eyes, and the sexiest mouth ever (besides Christian Bale, sorry Newt) that curves slightly on each side when he smiles. OOOh, I love that smile!!!
Wendy and Shannon are on their way back from New York with all sorts of stories. I can't wait to talk to them. And then of course Shannon is leaving. But I think he may go to the Rainbow gathering. I would love for him to be there. Kevin and Kris are going and they're gonna drag him out or something like that. They're leaving in like a week though. I think they are planning on being gone for about six months. Goin all over the place..... California, Oregon, Canada, Mexico. I'm so jealous. I would love to be out there on the road with them. No school to worry about, no apartment, no job or money problems. But I know what I must do. And what a part of me really wants is the stability of school, a place to live, and a job. I'm ready to get back to that.
Oh, and I have the greatest dentist in the world.
And eggplants are a fruit. Damn you Josh!!!