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He's my brother. He's not supposed to do this to me. He's not supposed to betray me like this. Why is he so willing to throw away 23 years of memories together for HER? He chose HER.
Every boyfriend she's ever had has had a sister who hated her. Mothers hate her too. She has maybe 2 female friends. Why? Because females can sense that she's a 2 faced, lying, dirty, disgusting bitch and they don't want her with their brothers!!
I don't know what to do. It all hit me so fast. I'm angry, obviously. At her for spreading her lies. At mutual friends for not telling me. At my brother for allowing her to do this to his baby sister. Yet more than anything I'm so, so, so heartbroken that he takes her side.
I always thought if I lost everything I'd still always have my family. That's how it's always been. Like it or not we're stuck with each other. I was wrong. I really am even more alone than I knew I was. I have no brothers and 2 parents who hate me... and friends who'd rather side with a drugged out,lying junkie whore than me who'd pretty much do anything for the peole I love.
All I have is Joe and yet he's everything. I'll survive. As long as I have my son to hold and play with I can do without everyone else. Fuck I need to move far, far away.
Every boyfriend she's ever had has had a sister who hated her. Mothers hate her too. She has maybe 2 female friends. Why? Because females can sense that she's a 2 faced, lying, dirty, disgusting bitch and they don't want her with their brothers!!
I don't know what to do. It all hit me so fast. I'm angry, obviously. At her for spreading her lies. At mutual friends for not telling me. At my brother for allowing her to do this to his baby sister. Yet more than anything I'm so, so, so heartbroken that he takes her side.
I always thought if I lost everything I'd still always have my family. That's how it's always been. Like it or not we're stuck with each other. I was wrong. I really am even more alone than I knew I was. I have no brothers and 2 parents who hate me... and friends who'd rather side with a drugged out,lying junkie whore than me who'd pretty much do anything for the peole I love.
All I have is Joe and yet he's everything. I'll survive. As long as I have my son to hold and play with I can do without everyone else. Fuck I need to move far, far away.