Jan 20, 2005 07:33
i love this journal simply for the reason that i can "tell" someone what i really mean (not to their faces because i don't want to hurt anyones feelings, i'm just not that mean goddamnit).
for instance,
joce, you are a booger...
oh wait, that wasn't nonchalant!
here we go:
to rachel:
you have become an extremely obnoxious and self centered person. i don't know if it's the law school thing bringing your ego way up, or maybe it's a cover up for how lonely you really are feeling.
where you were always loud and funny about all kinds of situations [that's what we love about you], you've now transformed into this "look at me look at me!" person all the time. for example, the other nite when you came over and mike's friends were over (let's point out for the record that you were coming over to buy mike and i pizza and alcohal as a thank you for picking you up and driving you all over west LA when mike and i were both fuckin sick as vermin), you were incredibly fuckin rude. you interrupted people when they were talking. when we were eating, all you could talk/bitch about was your grade on your final. once was ok, maybe even two times, but after the fourth fucking time, seriously, WHO GIVES A SHIT?
and can you walk into my house without yelling at me dogs? if you don't like them licking you, please, don't come over. i can't STAND the sound of your screaming voice at the top of your lungs anymore. it's annoying because all you're doing is trying to get the attention shifted back to you, when all you're really doing is embarrasing yourself, badly. you have to be the "smart" person out of the rest of the group in every situation, which in turn, makes others feel stupid and intimidated, myself included; you have to have the final word/answer on everything, and even if the other person is right, you find a way to re word the answer so that you come out on top. you are slowly becoming the female jake pickle, minus the deceitfulness.
you are my friend and you always listen to my issues, and i'm certainly not saying that any of your actions are malicious intended in anyway, i just feel that you really need to hear from a friend what you really are projecting to the rest of the world.
wise up
-soper j