Aww, what a good day.
Well, the started out well. I came home from work early in the am and went straight to bed and slept until about 1. At 1 I got up, got dressed, went to get my paycheck, came home and took care of a few things, then I went back to work at 5 tonight. Tonight I got to work on the Portsmouth side of the water with Vernon, Bobby, and you guessed it, my sexy Dennis!!! He's so hot and always so sweet to me AWWW. He always makes me laugh too but the thing that was the greatest about tonight at work was when he came in he was like aww, I'm so glad to see you wore your hair down for me...lol he doesn't like my hair up then he just looked at me and kind of laughed so I was like, what are you laughing at me for and he was like nothing, just think it's cool that when you work on this side you look so nice but when you work on the other side you just throw your hair up and go...Okay, so the point of me telling you this is that HE SAID I LOOKED NICE!!! Aww hot, sexy Dennis said I looked nice... Okay, so I'm a dork I know.
So, lately me and Jeff have barely been talking and yesterday he sounded like he just wasn't having a good day and I asked him what was wrong and he said everything, that nothing was going the way he wanted it to. So I asked him if me and him were okay, meaning our relationship, and he just paused and said "no" I wasn't sure what to say so I was like "no, why?" And he just said it's because we never talk anymore which is 199% true so we have a lot to work on in our relationship. Well I say we, but I'm trying, I call him everyday atleast a couple times a day so that we can talk, and with his job we never get to talk and someone doesn't work nights anymore so we can't see each other at night like we used to so it seems like everything is falling apart and I'm so scared because I don't want to lose him out of my life, not this way, not now, now ever. anyway, i'm not going to dwell on this tonight, I've having too good of a day.
Well, I've had a long day so I'm going to go to sleep now but I'll update again soon!
So, lately me and Jeff have barely been talking and yesterday he sounded like he just wasn't having a good day and I asked him what was wrong and he said everything, that nothing was going the way he wanted it to. So I asked him if me and him were okay, meaning our relationship, and he just paused and said "no" I wasn't sure what to say so I was like "no, why?" And he just said it's because we never talk anymore which is 199% true so we have a lot to work on in our relationship. Well I say we, but I'm trying, I call him everyday atleast a couple times a day so that we can talk, and with his job we never get to talk and someone doesn't work nights anymore so we can't see each other at night like we used to so it seems like everything is falling apart and I'm so scared because I don't want to lose him out of my life, not this way, not now, now ever. anyway, i'm not going to dwell on this tonight, I've having too good of a day.
Well, I've had a long day so I'm going to go to sleep now but I'll update again soon!