All I want for Christmas...
...is to be able to spend the day with Jeff. As we all know this is the impossible and I'll be spending yet another Christmas wishing I could kiss and hold the one I'm dating. I thought after breaking things off with Mike earlier this year that it would lead to some not so lonely holidays and of course I was wrong once again. I can't get over how much I love Jeff and while I'd love to be able to be with him I understand he has to spend the day with his kids--and wife. It hurts my heart to know he gets to spend the Holiday Season with another woman but, I of course new of the situation when we began dating. Though he's married and I've been quite the naughty girl this year I still love him and can't wait till Monday when I can see him again. I also can't wait to see what the new year will have in store for the both of us. I'm hoping and praying that by next Christmas it will be me and him snuggled up on the couch drinking hot chocolate and playing Santa Clause. That is my Christmas wish this year, that by next year we're able to spend it together. I think I deserve to be able to be with the one I love--or atleast I thought I deserved it.
Well I think today is going to consist of some last minute shopping for James, Wanda, and I want to get something for Dylan also. I think this whole school this is a lost cause this year, but I can atleast say I tried. Well, it's off to cash my paycheck before all the banks close. Merry Christmas, Happy Chanukah, Kwanza, or any other holiday it might be.
Well I think today is going to consist of some last minute shopping for James, Wanda, and I want to get something for Dylan also. I think this whole school this is a lost cause this year, but I can atleast say I tried. Well, it's off to cash my paycheck before all the banks close. Merry Christmas, Happy Chanukah, Kwanza, or any other holiday it might be.