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[veldez]

fuck it.
i have gone completely insane.
i've pushed away anyone that has meant anything to me.
i'm waiting to explode.

i'm sorry for what i've put you through, i never meant to hurt you. no one ever means to hurt anyone, but it still happens.
I'm a shithead for what i did and you should hate me.
i can't handle things going well i guess.
i should have just walked away long ago, it would have been better for you then.
you deserve so much more than this.
you deserve to give it back to me.

i'm sorry it came to this.
i'm sorry, i'm worthless, hopeless.
you were always there for me, through everything, and i fucked it all up.
i know it's not fair to say, but i love you.
i wish you better, you deserve so much better.

goodbye.