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So it's back to the grind. Man, I'd forgot how much effort it takes to sit and take notes for an hour to an hour and a half.... My brain is exhausted and so is my body. I'm taking 18 hours this semester, that's 5 senior level computer classes and an accounting class... Ugh! I'm also training for a new job, which means after sitting in a classroom all morning that at night and on the weekends I get to go sit in another classroom and talk more about computers and cell phones/wireless internet for hours on end. It's almost too much. On top of that I'm now looking for a new car and still trying to get situated in my apartment. Plus I'm starting a new exercise program and trying to keep my diabetes under control. I really think I might lose it all. But, I just keep in mind the positives like how I'll get paid better and how I get to call James. That seems to be the best part of the day right now, it's good to hear his voice and good to know he is doing well. Any effort to not get attached is now gone, I'm attached and I just pray that this won't end and that I won't get hurt. It's all in God's hands. But yes, life is hectic.