Life
Life is going well. My job rocks, my girlfriend is amazingly wonderful, my daughter is absolutely awesome and things are progressing well.
So why do I feel distant, alone and separate?
Which I know is a fiction. Just in the last few weeks, I have met up with 2 people whom I have been out of contact with for quite a while. One I messaged for a meet up, and it worked out fine, and one who contacted me.
How much of our own fears feed our actions creating the self-fulfilling prophecy of doom? I have noticed that in any crowd I seem to be on the outside looking in. I am caught between feeling either narcissistic or obsolete. How do I balance these? Help, help! I'm caught in a false dichotomy!
Obviously I need to look beyond thinking of myself as either important or irrelevant and begin thinking of myself as something else.
What is that other thing?
So why do I feel distant, alone and separate?
Which I know is a fiction. Just in the last few weeks, I have met up with 2 people whom I have been out of contact with for quite a while. One I messaged for a meet up, and it worked out fine, and one who contacted me.
How much of our own fears feed our actions creating the self-fulfilling prophecy of doom? I have noticed that in any crowd I seem to be on the outside looking in. I am caught between feeling either narcissistic or obsolete. How do I balance these? Help, help! I'm caught in a false dichotomy!
Obviously I need to look beyond thinking of myself as either important or irrelevant and begin thinking of myself as something else.
What is that other thing?