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I am seriously so bored that I'm researching food info. Turns out sunflower seeds are actually really good for people like me. Ya know, the dying type. They're also really good for your skin. So I think water and seeds are going to be good friends of mine soon. Yeah, and I'm watching Robots. Terrible movie. I don't care how many people star in it, it's god-awful.
I need to magically come up with ten bucks so I can go get my prescription. I've been so fucking out of it and just straight bummed since I ran out of zoloft. I think I'm gonna talk to O'brian about bumping up the sertraline from 25mg to 75 or 100mg if I can. I took 75mg for a few days and it worked killer wonders. But now I'm just out. :/ maybe I'll sell some records or movies or something.
I really want to read Wasted. Sounds pretty intense. I need to get back to writing and playing stuff, too, wow, it's already after 3. Guess I should put some clothes on. Maybe eat something. Michael just called to tell me he'll be home in an hour. I think I'm going to go clubbing with veronica this weekend. It's not what married people do, I suppose, but it's what I need. Just to get out. Go back to my apartment on the better side of town. The one I pay for. Watch some cable. The weather channel or something. Lay in my own bed again. Spend the night alone. I need that. This is too much too fast and I'm getting freaked out. I don't know what's wrong with me. Why I can't just snap back into this lifestyle. I had too much fun being single, I think. I really resent that. Oh well. I'm done rambling. Back to robots.
I need to magically come up with ten bucks so I can go get my prescription. I've been so fucking out of it and just straight bummed since I ran out of zoloft. I think I'm gonna talk to O'brian about bumping up the sertraline from 25mg to 75 or 100mg if I can. I took 75mg for a few days and it worked killer wonders. But now I'm just out. :/ maybe I'll sell some records or movies or something.
I really want to read Wasted. Sounds pretty intense. I need to get back to writing and playing stuff, too, wow, it's already after 3. Guess I should put some clothes on. Maybe eat something. Michael just called to tell me he'll be home in an hour. I think I'm going to go clubbing with veronica this weekend. It's not what married people do, I suppose, but it's what I need. Just to get out. Go back to my apartment on the better side of town. The one I pay for. Watch some cable. The weather channel or something. Lay in my own bed again. Spend the night alone. I need that. This is too much too fast and I'm getting freaked out. I don't know what's wrong with me. Why I can't just snap back into this lifestyle. I had too much fun being single, I think. I really resent that. Oh well. I'm done rambling. Back to robots.