Wow, yet another time capsul in my LJ account lol
Well, things have definitely happened since my last post. Everything from a potential future in a career and relationship to my own emotions. So let's begin on catching up what the hell's been going on in my life.
Career and School: Remember the Coast Guard? Yeah, that never became achieved. I was doing so well in the recruitment process until MEPS. Everything was fine until the VERY LAST THING I HAD TO DO! The last thing I had to do as perform a Dorsal Move (Kneeling to Standing only using momentum). Two reasons why I couldn't do it: 1) Most of my weight was resting on my toes and the bridge of my toes so I felt like I was going to injure myself by performing said move and 2) the Medical Examiner noticed something about my ankles and had to disqualify me. Later I found out that it's a Permanent Medical DQ and a DQ in ALL BRANCHES. So my last option for a career becomes void. So now I have to go back to the drawing board and devise another plan.
I managed to go back to school in the Summer of 09 (if I remember correctly) and passed my classes. Fall Semester of 09 was equally successful and I honestly thought that I was going to graduate and get my AA...I was wrong. I'm shy 2 credits in graduating. And because of focusing on getting into the Coast Guard (which Basic was most likely going to cover those credits) I missed out on Spring Semester. So Summer Term is my FINAL TERM at FSCJ. Then it's off to UNF. Upon standing by my theory in Fall Semester, I had resigned from leading in the Anime Club. I had given that club enough to continue on without me and I'm proud to have met so many fun and interesting people because of this small organization. I have hung my captain's pin and continued on.
Relationship: Well what do ya know, Veggie's got some cajones. January of 09 I had asked Rachel out and we have had an interesting relationship until now. Just recently things hit pretty bad after our first year as a couple. The problems seem to be stemming from me because inadvertently it keeps occurring and hurting her. So I'm doing my best to fix these problems but at the same time so much is coming at me at once from different angles I can't make a decision, or at least that's what it feels like. Until I had someone with a professional background suggest I see a relationship counselor because the problem isn't stemming from me as a whole, just in the category of relationship. Because oddly enough it makes sense. I can talk rather openly with my friends and family but for some strange reason I can't with my very own girlfriend, well, recently at lest. In the beginning everything was like a rush of water down a valley until it hit a friggin dam. So now she's upset at me and I want to show her that I love her but it's difficult for me right now. I feel lost and I'm trying to get back on track but it goes back to the same old shit that I somehow keep reverting to.
So right now I'm looking for a job just to get some income, eager to finish and get my A.A., and repair what damage is done to our relationship. To be honest, right now I'm not happy. I try to do things that will cheer me up to get some positivity to overcome these obstacles but every time I approach it, it just brings me down a notch or two. I'm still going no matter what.
Career and School: Remember the Coast Guard? Yeah, that never became achieved. I was doing so well in the recruitment process until MEPS. Everything was fine until the VERY LAST THING I HAD TO DO! The last thing I had to do as perform a Dorsal Move (Kneeling to Standing only using momentum). Two reasons why I couldn't do it: 1) Most of my weight was resting on my toes and the bridge of my toes so I felt like I was going to injure myself by performing said move and 2) the Medical Examiner noticed something about my ankles and had to disqualify me. Later I found out that it's a Permanent Medical DQ and a DQ in ALL BRANCHES. So my last option for a career becomes void. So now I have to go back to the drawing board and devise another plan.
I managed to go back to school in the Summer of 09 (if I remember correctly) and passed my classes. Fall Semester of 09 was equally successful and I honestly thought that I was going to graduate and get my AA...I was wrong. I'm shy 2 credits in graduating. And because of focusing on getting into the Coast Guard (which Basic was most likely going to cover those credits) I missed out on Spring Semester. So Summer Term is my FINAL TERM at FSCJ. Then it's off to UNF. Upon standing by my theory in Fall Semester, I had resigned from leading in the Anime Club. I had given that club enough to continue on without me and I'm proud to have met so many fun and interesting people because of this small organization. I have hung my captain's pin and continued on.
Relationship: Well what do ya know, Veggie's got some cajones. January of 09 I had asked Rachel out and we have had an interesting relationship until now. Just recently things hit pretty bad after our first year as a couple. The problems seem to be stemming from me because inadvertently it keeps occurring and hurting her. So I'm doing my best to fix these problems but at the same time so much is coming at me at once from different angles I can't make a decision, or at least that's what it feels like. Until I had someone with a professional background suggest I see a relationship counselor because the problem isn't stemming from me as a whole, just in the category of relationship. Because oddly enough it makes sense. I can talk rather openly with my friends and family but for some strange reason I can't with my very own girlfriend, well, recently at lest. In the beginning everything was like a rush of water down a valley until it hit a friggin dam. So now she's upset at me and I want to show her that I love her but it's difficult for me right now. I feel lost and I'm trying to get back on track but it goes back to the same old shit that I somehow keep reverting to.
So right now I'm looking for a job just to get some income, eager to finish and get my A.A., and repair what damage is done to our relationship. To be honest, right now I'm not happy. I try to do things that will cheer me up to get some positivity to overcome these obstacles but every time I approach it, it just brings me down a notch or two. I'm still going no matter what.