Full Moon @ Ballyhoo's Part 3
....thank god it's almost over....
When I drink I turn into this mean monsterous person; I do my best to avoid that. Other people, however, would rather put themselves and other people through commotion and misery. Personally I believe this particular partying experioence I saw was created as an adult temper tantrum to take a particular someone's attention away from me. While it worked for the majority of the women in the surrounding immediate area and a couple of foolish slightly immature men...I hate to say this but over all it didn't do shit to this particular person's advantage. Sure she got what she wanted. She proved that men are naive, dependant, little creatures designed to babysit and provide for the helpless women who cannot do it for themselves. (I mean hell aren't we all guilty of that at one point or another, ladies?) But she also made herself look like a complete lunatic and childish drama queen who obviously is not getting enough romantic attention and "honey you look beautiful today" comments at home to soothe her insecure suicidal soul.
I will not apologize for not giving a rat's ass whether this "drunk off her ass" bitch who illegaly drove drunk back to Wausau or wherever the hell she lives, while my passive friend got in the back of the car with them. They deserved to have the police called on them and I am somewhat reluctant to say that I wish they would have gotten pulled over and spent a night or two in jail, all of them. That way maybe there will be less of a chance in the future that they will drive drunk again and increase their chances of killing some innocent by stander.
I hate jealous women that got a problem with me. If they have an issue with me then they can either take it someplace else or I'd be more than happy to take it outside and finish it there. As for stupid people, well I believe they should be neutered with out an anesthetic and stuck in the Bermuda Triangle where perhaps one day they'll disappear off the face of the earth.
~~~~~~For Royal~~~~~~
As for passive, back-bone less animal liberation freaks, well maybe before you go changing everyone else's world why don't you take a good look at your own personal life and say to yourself, "Do I ultimately want my son's friends to treat him this way?"
If the answer is "No," well then why don't you quit role playing as a couple's counselor and surround yourself by those who truly love you. Because trust me, people who love you don't sabotage your life for their own personal gain. They don't take one of the happiest moments you've had in a while away just because "They're perfect for each other and the just have issues." Positive friends don't get drunk and scream down the street at each other and cry on your shoulder on a regular basis. Especially not when you could be enjoying someone else's company who you stay up until 6am talking to because you feel you have so much to say.
If your answer is "Yes," then I highly recommend spending 6 years of college at Stanford. I hear they have a fantastic psychiatric program. After you're done with that you should apply for your 2 years residency at John Hopkins, one of the best psychiatric and overall hospitals in the world today. After you get your psychiatric degree why don't you zap your new clients with some shock therapy and a heavy dosage of Lithium. Hopefully by then you'll figure your life out and what you really want out of it. Maybe you'll even change your mind about becoming a professional baby-sitter.
If that will ultimately be the case then I feel sorry for Royal and Kamryn. I will hope they'll have the intelligence to see through the many leeches in today's society. Of course they could also react the way you did last Friday, which that seriously scares me.
Just remember for the brief times we got to talk and spend time with each other; I meant it all. You're a beautiful person and you deserve the chance to talk and say "Shut the fuck up and listen to me!" every once in a while. I wish you the chance to do that more often in the future. You're a passive man, and it's a wonderful quality and I admire you and am envious of that. However it can also put a damper on other strengths that you have. Kind of like my aggression takes away from my ability to love other people.
If we ever get a chance to meet again my feelings will always remain the same about you. The positive feelings toward you in this case, the negatives will change day by day.
You're special and unique, please don't let anyone take those strengths away from you...
Sincerely,
Kriestienn
When I drink I turn into this mean monsterous person; I do my best to avoid that. Other people, however, would rather put themselves and other people through commotion and misery. Personally I believe this particular partying experioence I saw was created as an adult temper tantrum to take a particular someone's attention away from me. While it worked for the majority of the women in the surrounding immediate area and a couple of foolish slightly immature men...I hate to say this but over all it didn't do shit to this particular person's advantage. Sure she got what she wanted. She proved that men are naive, dependant, little creatures designed to babysit and provide for the helpless women who cannot do it for themselves. (I mean hell aren't we all guilty of that at one point or another, ladies?) But she also made herself look like a complete lunatic and childish drama queen who obviously is not getting enough romantic attention and "honey you look beautiful today" comments at home to soothe her insecure suicidal soul.
I will not apologize for not giving a rat's ass whether this "drunk off her ass" bitch who illegaly drove drunk back to Wausau or wherever the hell she lives, while my passive friend got in the back of the car with them. They deserved to have the police called on them and I am somewhat reluctant to say that I wish they would have gotten pulled over and spent a night or two in jail, all of them. That way maybe there will be less of a chance in the future that they will drive drunk again and increase their chances of killing some innocent by stander.
I hate jealous women that got a problem with me. If they have an issue with me then they can either take it someplace else or I'd be more than happy to take it outside and finish it there. As for stupid people, well I believe they should be neutered with out an anesthetic and stuck in the Bermuda Triangle where perhaps one day they'll disappear off the face of the earth.
~~~~~~For Royal~~~~~~
As for passive, back-bone less animal liberation freaks, well maybe before you go changing everyone else's world why don't you take a good look at your own personal life and say to yourself, "Do I ultimately want my son's friends to treat him this way?"
If the answer is "No," well then why don't you quit role playing as a couple's counselor and surround yourself by those who truly love you. Because trust me, people who love you don't sabotage your life for their own personal gain. They don't take one of the happiest moments you've had in a while away just because "They're perfect for each other and the just have issues." Positive friends don't get drunk and scream down the street at each other and cry on your shoulder on a regular basis. Especially not when you could be enjoying someone else's company who you stay up until 6am talking to because you feel you have so much to say.
If your answer is "Yes," then I highly recommend spending 6 years of college at Stanford. I hear they have a fantastic psychiatric program. After you're done with that you should apply for your 2 years residency at John Hopkins, one of the best psychiatric and overall hospitals in the world today. After you get your psychiatric degree why don't you zap your new clients with some shock therapy and a heavy dosage of Lithium. Hopefully by then you'll figure your life out and what you really want out of it. Maybe you'll even change your mind about becoming a professional baby-sitter.
If that will ultimately be the case then I feel sorry for Royal and Kamryn. I will hope they'll have the intelligence to see through the many leeches in today's society. Of course they could also react the way you did last Friday, which that seriously scares me.
Just remember for the brief times we got to talk and spend time with each other; I meant it all. You're a beautiful person and you deserve the chance to talk and say "Shut the fuck up and listen to me!" every once in a while. I wish you the chance to do that more often in the future. You're a passive man, and it's a wonderful quality and I admire you and am envious of that. However it can also put a damper on other strengths that you have. Kind of like my aggression takes away from my ability to love other people.
If we ever get a chance to meet again my feelings will always remain the same about you. The positive feelings toward you in this case, the negatives will change day by day.
You're special and unique, please don't let anyone take those strengths away from you...
Sincerely,
Kriestienn