May 15, 2010 17:25
Title: Realization (Part Two-End)
Author: VeeVeeBoo
Pairing: Jonghyun/Key
Rating: PG
A/N: Continued from the first part of Falling Slowly because i feel bad for the abrupt ending ><
Kim Kibum always knew what to expect on variety shows. He was the mood-maker, the smart one, the diva, the pro. He knew what to say at the right time, he made up witty comebacks to make interviews interesting.
But tonight he had been caught off guard. Everything had gone out of control.
Nothing could have prepared him for this. And he still hasn't fully grasped the situation. His best friend, Kim Jonghyun had just kissed him in front of an audience and on live broadcast, and only god knows why he did that.
Normally he would have had an explanation for this.
He would say that Jonghyun had gone insane, and that he wanted to forget what happened on stage just now. The problem is, Kibum found himself remembering the feel of Jonghyun’s lips against his own.
The brief moment when their lips touched, when he opened his eyes in surprise and saw nothing but those warm brown puppy eyes staring back at him.
Shock crossed him as he realized he did not want to forget the kiss.
Oh god what is happening to me?
Kibum sank his face into his palms.
Goddamn, this is so freaking crazy. He sighed and got up from sofa and headed towards the studio's waiting room. His hand on the doorknob, Kibum listened.
Well, he didn't have to strain his ears to know what was going on inside, for their manager was shouting loudly enough for him to hear.
"What do you mean fanservice!? This is overboard, what were you thinking?"
Jonghyun mumbled something in a feeble attempt to explain himself, and then everything was silent.
Kibum pressed his ears to the door and tried to listen but instead stumbled into the room, falling over Jonghyun, who was opening the door. Without even glancing at Key, their manager stormed out in a huff, leaving the two of them staring awkwardly at each other.
“What, was that a joke? What were you thinking? It was a live broadcast, for your information,” Kibum spoke first, hands on his hips. He had regained his composure and with eyebrows raised, Kibum looked at Jonghyun expectantly, waiting for an answer.
Even now Jonghyun couldn’t take his eyes off Kibum. He felt himself going crazy.
Jonghyun couldn’t take it anymore. He exploded and pressed Kibum to the wall, hands on his slender wrists and screamed at him, “Can you stop being so freaking perfect?! I don’t want this to happen either, but how do you expect me to control myself when you’re so beautiful around me all the time?! ” he finished, glaring at Kibum. He did not fail to notice that their faces were, again, too close, he could even feel Kibum’s steady breathing against his own rushed breaths.
Kibum did not flinch. He stared back at those brown puppy eyes, which were now fierce instead of warm. He stared back with his strong gaze and felt Jonghyun relax a little.
In his head, he knew this was weird. Logically, he should have pushed him away, freaked out and yelled at him for embarrassing him publicly on television and onstage. But instead, he found that he had no will to do so. Instead, he wanted Jonghyun to come closer and hold him.
Kibum realized with a shock. I’m running out of control too.
Without thinking, he leaned in and kissed a surprised Jonghyun on the lips.
Eyes closed, Kibum murmured, “I think I know how you feel”.
Jonghyun blinked. Once, twice.
He felt numb, and his mind was an emotional rollercoaster.
Did he..Did Kibum..Just..Confess?
Kibum knew there would be trouble ahead. He knew they wouldn’t get off so easily. But most importantly, he knew he loved the guy who was blinking like a confused dino in front of him. He felt confident, he knew what he was doing. As long as they were together, he knew everything would be okay. He almost chuckled at Jonghyun’s serious face when he opened his eyes again
.
"Will you face it with me?" Jonghyun asks, confused as ever.
"Do you want to face it alone?"
"No."
"Well, I guess that settles it, then."
“What?”
“You’re stuck with me,” grinned Kibum, and leaned in for another kiss.
-Fin-
Told you guys i suck at endings ><
Hope this wasn't such a fail. Aiks.
fanfic,
jongkey,
shinee