starting all over again
i am barely breathing..
its been a while..
got so many things to worry. got so little time and faith..
i don't want to start giving questions.
perhaps things really do happen for a reason..
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hoping my dad will be ok soon. mom will go to Singapore tomorow for my dad.
i cannot concentrate on work because of my dad.
though so far we are on constant communication still there are lots of things to worry.
mom gave me an sms this morning to just have a stronger faith and things will be ok.
and i am hoping..
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relationship wise, well im not ok
though i think i may have surpassed the hurting stage, right now i think that i am still hurting.. eventually start to move on.. true enough there is no easy way to break somebody's heart and nino wasnt an exception.. he broke it several times and now its completely broken.. i am missing his hugs. his kisses. the whole of him.
he may have forgotten me but i do wish him happiness, like i always did..
i do wish that he finds someone wherein things wouldnt be as complicated as it was when we are still together. someone whom he can love fully. someone he can trust. basically things that he wasnt able to do with me..
really my mind right now just wants to rest so does my heart.
didnt go to work for several reasons..
didnt feel like going back to work due to work overload.. i really feel bad to do things which i felt could have been easier if people around you knows how to help.
how do you cope up with such things happening in you..
maybe this could be a start of something good..
starting from nothing, starting all over again.