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Well I really didn't sleep at all last night. I spent the day running errands with my buddy Jake, and pouring cement for a patio at his house. That was quite tiring... but kinda fun.
My back is killing me today though.
We went out for wings and my birthday... kept hopping around all over the place.
Had a real great time.
There was one converstation that I have been thinking a lot about. He told me that while my girlfriend Kelly and I were together, he had an opportunity to "have her" one night when he took her home. He said that "she didn't come out and say it... but I could have if I wanted to probably. I couldn't do that to you though."
Which is nice of him... but I'm not so sure anyone else would have done the same. Which makes me wonder a lot about our relationship. I was quite young and nieve... thought I was doing a pretty good job in the relationship.
Kinda unsettling though... and even though its been almost 4 years... it was quite a slice to the ego and such knowing that she could have cheated on me.
That's not a feeling I ever want to feel again... or have anyone else feel either.
I love you so much... and I would never do anything to hurt you. I think about you all the time... and absence makes the heart grow fonder.
My back is killing me today though.
We went out for wings and my birthday... kept hopping around all over the place.
Had a real great time.
There was one converstation that I have been thinking a lot about. He told me that while my girlfriend Kelly and I were together, he had an opportunity to "have her" one night when he took her home. He said that "she didn't come out and say it... but I could have if I wanted to probably. I couldn't do that to you though."
Which is nice of him... but I'm not so sure anyone else would have done the same. Which makes me wonder a lot about our relationship. I was quite young and nieve... thought I was doing a pretty good job in the relationship.
Kinda unsettling though... and even though its been almost 4 years... it was quite a slice to the ego and such knowing that she could have cheated on me.
That's not a feeling I ever want to feel again... or have anyone else feel either.
I love you so much... and I would never do anything to hurt you. I think about you all the time... and absence makes the heart grow fonder.