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Signed the divorce papers on my birthday, then met Mom for lunch. Now there's 2 folks I'd rather not spend my birthday with. Just got off work, at my new job at the Honda plant, and I'm doing laundry (at Beth and Calebs) I still get a sinking feeling at times being here and I wish I wouldn't. I think of Beth and the times we had. That's all I'll say about that.
The Tinnitus Festival went off well, all the traveling bands got paid well, and it ran without incident, not saying that I wasn't stressed the whole day, but that's to be expected.
Paxil and The Lamictal have been increased, the Lamictal is for seizures...it works well for me cause I haven't had any seizures since I started taking it, hahahahaha. I just started taking it once a day instead of every other day, and soon it will be two a day. The Paxil is 25mgs a day and I still feel weird on it from time to time. The Lamictal stablizes my moods and makes me slow emotionally at times. The combination of the two curve my desire to kill myself and my constant praying is giving me the strength I need right now. I cherish the moments I have to be alone and just pray, listen to music and sleep with some degree of rest. For once in my miserable life, I am trying to make a go of things.
Three pigeons are running a race down the street in front of the house, makes for a good joke, but it's true.
The Tinnitus Festival went off well, all the traveling bands got paid well, and it ran without incident, not saying that I wasn't stressed the whole day, but that's to be expected.
Paxil and The Lamictal have been increased, the Lamictal is for seizures...it works well for me cause I haven't had any seizures since I started taking it, hahahahaha. I just started taking it once a day instead of every other day, and soon it will be two a day. The Paxil is 25mgs a day and I still feel weird on it from time to time. The Lamictal stablizes my moods and makes me slow emotionally at times. The combination of the two curve my desire to kill myself and my constant praying is giving me the strength I need right now. I cherish the moments I have to be alone and just pray, listen to music and sleep with some degree of rest. For once in my miserable life, I am trying to make a go of things.
Three pigeons are running a race down the street in front of the house, makes for a good joke, but it's true.