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I read the few posts beth makes and become sad. As of late she has just seemed so sad and lonely, I pine for her and wish her well in her journey. I don't wish her to be alone and it truely hurts my heart to hear that she is not doing well. I still want to know how she is whether it's good or bad and still want to be there for her. I wish that if she ever felt as if she had no one that she remembers that she STILL HAS ME. Sure she didn't make it out to the show, but what can you do? I still would have been there for her. I do have to say that I know that she feels as if she hasn't any close friends, but I really wish that she would stay in touch more with the ones she does have, you know, things like contact them from time to time, seeings how the phone works both ways. I still love her more than I have another person on this earth, she is the most gracious and loving person, she deserves so much. She told me recently that she feels that she can't move on for basically the fear of hurting me. Well, I hurt, that's a fact, but I want YOU to be happy, and if that's with Lafe, then so be it, it's with Lafe. You are standing by your decision to move on from me, so go. There is nothing I can do to bring you back, and God knows I do, but you deserve happiness in your life for a change. So go be with Lafe and the kittens, just follow your heart...you fucking vagina ::smiles::