Shame, Guilt, empathic demise
Words spoken out of text, compelled to...something, everything fails me. Mainly words. I try to stay in this box and not think of things that may hurt or bring me down, but there are times I have to. Tears and laughter where shared this weekend, and I must say that I enjoyed them both, cause they were with her. It's hard to get to the point of thinking that there is nothing there beyond a special friendship, and I will take that over having nothing. Speaking of which, as life continues I find that I have less and less, it is all fading. Music is all there is now.
[beth] - [] = beth
this was extremely hard to do this weekend. I know what this means, and I will not explain it, for it is of no purpose to you.
In my head I feel like shit and I wish it to stop. I wish many things to stop, but who ever stops and takes the time to listen? Just so you know, I will not read any responces or reply to this, but if you feel you must, go ahead. It's just that I am not looking for more words. Coffee beacons me at this late hour of the day and it is a simple pleasure I will partake in. As well as later I shall spend time with my guitar and bandmates.
Is love worth having if you feel like this? I have to say yes.
[beth] - [] = beth
this was extremely hard to do this weekend. I know what this means, and I will not explain it, for it is of no purpose to you.
In my head I feel like shit and I wish it to stop. I wish many things to stop, but who ever stops and takes the time to listen? Just so you know, I will not read any responces or reply to this, but if you feel you must, go ahead. It's just that I am not looking for more words. Coffee beacons me at this late hour of the day and it is a simple pleasure I will partake in. As well as later I shall spend time with my guitar and bandmates.
Is love worth having if you feel like this? I have to say yes.