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So for those who havent heard I crashed my car on Valentines Day so no vehicle of my own and now I think Allstate is screwing me over and now I dont think I am able to get a "new" car. Thats fantastic! *sarcasm* I hope not. So I now owe the place where I had my loan $994 because allstate did not pay even though they told me that they were going to pay and that I didnt have to pay the deductible because they already took it out of the value of the car. Thanks for that line of bullshit. I might as well hand in the plates that i was going to keep so i could get a new vehicle but now if i have to come up with money for a down payment i wont be able to because all my tax money is going to that $994 payment to the stupid loan place. I will never see the value of tax money or refund checks from schools because I alwyas have to shell it back out to one bill or another. I am so incredibly sick of having no money. When November rolls around and our lease is up for our apt. I am moving back home even though im going to hate it more than ever I just cant afford the luxury of livin on my own with a part time job that makes no money because the bastards cut my hours and going to school for a job I think i dont even want anymore. SO things are looking their best right...you know me heading on the right track as always. But I did get a pair of new sneakers out of the deal and I did go out a few times so that was nice but now back to havin no money and staying at home most of the time. O joy! I cant even control my excitement!
Thank god this comin week is spring break. I really need it! I hope I can get paid for the vacation I am supposed to be takin next week because that would be absolutely G-R-E-A-T! I was planning on takin a lil road trip down to see swaves and monica but of course plans got cancelled because of the car situation suckin every last penny out of me. It would have been so fun! I hope I can do the Pennsylvania extravaganza in May with the girls! I miss everyone so much.
I feel like im never going to get out and the same cycle is picking me and then slamming me back down again and again! Ill be like the rest of the people living in Niagara Falls either a cokehead, a coke dealer, protstitute or livin off welfare which by the way you would think would be super easy to get because of the many people who have it but roll up there with their tim's on and sharply dressed and their nice ass cars but no its freakin impossible because you make a couple 100 bucks over the limit and thats only workin ~20 hrs @ $8/hr. Who would've thought? What do you have to be in complete dire straits to get any type of help from the government even then they prob turn their back and say that some third world country needs our help more than the people who live in their very country. Dont get me wrong I think those people need help too but I think you should worry about more domestic problems than going abroad. Just my opinion.
I found out Adam is getting married to some girl. I think that is quite funny but you know i wish him the best. We'll see how long it lasts. Even his mom is concerned. Who knows.
I went out to the third st with Greg last week for Mikey's bday. It was umm..interesting. Moore and Shane came out which made it alot more fun but damn it seriously was a high school reunion...chris baldassare, joe bruno, kevin macmillian, jason raby, linda berti, julie venditti, laura suess, april utnik, mark diodate, nino casale, craig mahoney and the list goes on. And Greg enlightens me and tells me that 2 girls there he tried hookin up with before which was umm..koo..yea. Me and Moore took a trip outside before she left and I met people back up in Shadow and here is this lil tamara girl sitting on his lap his hand on her ass which i know i shouldnt get mad but i was. And they see me she jumps off him like I was goin to kill her and i told her she could sit there and shes like thats ok and then he tries grabbing me to sit there i dont think so im not goin to be second best to him and thats what im always goin to be. So i got dramatic as always and ending crying like usual. Old patterns dont die.
Ok enough venting gots class thanks for listening...off to analytical chem
Thank god this comin week is spring break. I really need it! I hope I can get paid for the vacation I am supposed to be takin next week because that would be absolutely G-R-E-A-T! I was planning on takin a lil road trip down to see swaves and monica but of course plans got cancelled because of the car situation suckin every last penny out of me. It would have been so fun! I hope I can do the Pennsylvania extravaganza in May with the girls! I miss everyone so much.
I feel like im never going to get out and the same cycle is picking me and then slamming me back down again and again! Ill be like the rest of the people living in Niagara Falls either a cokehead, a coke dealer, protstitute or livin off welfare which by the way you would think would be super easy to get because of the many people who have it but roll up there with their tim's on and sharply dressed and their nice ass cars but no its freakin impossible because you make a couple 100 bucks over the limit and thats only workin ~20 hrs @ $8/hr. Who would've thought? What do you have to be in complete dire straits to get any type of help from the government even then they prob turn their back and say that some third world country needs our help more than the people who live in their very country. Dont get me wrong I think those people need help too but I think you should worry about more domestic problems than going abroad. Just my opinion.
I found out Adam is getting married to some girl. I think that is quite funny but you know i wish him the best. We'll see how long it lasts. Even his mom is concerned. Who knows.
I went out to the third st with Greg last week for Mikey's bday. It was umm..interesting. Moore and Shane came out which made it alot more fun but damn it seriously was a high school reunion...chris baldassare, joe bruno, kevin macmillian, jason raby, linda berti, julie venditti, laura suess, april utnik, mark diodate, nino casale, craig mahoney and the list goes on. And Greg enlightens me and tells me that 2 girls there he tried hookin up with before which was umm..koo..yea. Me and Moore took a trip outside before she left and I met people back up in Shadow and here is this lil tamara girl sitting on his lap his hand on her ass which i know i shouldnt get mad but i was. And they see me she jumps off him like I was goin to kill her and i told her she could sit there and shes like thats ok and then he tries grabbing me to sit there i dont think so im not goin to be second best to him and thats what im always goin to be. So i got dramatic as always and ending crying like usual. Old patterns dont die.
Ok enough venting gots class thanks for listening...off to analytical chem