wow 2 updates in a month..
anyhooo....im bored and dont feel like doing any homework and i cant fall asleep because i ate too much so i have to wait it out i guess...
school is ok.. physical chem is a lot harder than i thought it was going to be. I think im goin to be a permanent staple in her office this semester. Everything else isnt too bad..we'll see.
i cant believe its february already! Time is a flying!
Pheebes when is your assignment for peace corps?
Greg came over the other and we were hanging out and randomly asked me why i still talk to him because any normal human being would be like hes a dick and a lost cause and move on but i didnt. I dont like being mean to people and if i am its not intentional at all. And i told him what i had to say and im not gonna go into details but the weird of the whole convo was that he was like id be with you if it wasnt for your heart. AS you prob all know i have a heart murmur the technical name is mitral valve prolapse which really isnt anything serious but lately its been palpitating bad and i had some tests done so ill see if they find anything but im sure its just stress from goin back to school or something but anyways that is the reason why he doesnt and didnt want to be close me. I mean i can understand to a point because his aunt he was close to died from a heart attack from when she was younger like in her 40s but its not that serious. I dont think he will ever be ready to just settle down. My feelings never changed for him, he's the one who keeps running away. So i think im just gonna let go. whats the point of keepin up hope when there isnt much there.
im sure there is someone out there for me ...one day :0)
hopefully refund check will be in mail for much needed dough...keepin my fingers crossed
tis all i really have to say
school is ok.. physical chem is a lot harder than i thought it was going to be. I think im goin to be a permanent staple in her office this semester. Everything else isnt too bad..we'll see.
i cant believe its february already! Time is a flying!
Pheebes when is your assignment for peace corps?
Greg came over the other and we were hanging out and randomly asked me why i still talk to him because any normal human being would be like hes a dick and a lost cause and move on but i didnt. I dont like being mean to people and if i am its not intentional at all. And i told him what i had to say and im not gonna go into details but the weird of the whole convo was that he was like id be with you if it wasnt for your heart. AS you prob all know i have a heart murmur the technical name is mitral valve prolapse which really isnt anything serious but lately its been palpitating bad and i had some tests done so ill see if they find anything but im sure its just stress from goin back to school or something but anyways that is the reason why he doesnt and didnt want to be close me. I mean i can understand to a point because his aunt he was close to died from a heart attack from when she was younger like in her 40s but its not that serious. I dont think he will ever be ready to just settle down. My feelings never changed for him, he's the one who keeps running away. So i think im just gonna let go. whats the point of keepin up hope when there isnt much there.
im sure there is someone out there for me ...one day :0)
hopefully refund check will be in mail for much needed dough...keepin my fingers crossed
tis all i really have to say