why dont you come with me---on on ona magic carpet ride?

Nov 25, 2005 17:45

ya know what i dont especially like?

how i get peoples feet shoved down my throat EVERYtime i express any guilt or melancholy or anger or jealousy. i dont GET IT

ALLLLLLL PEOPLE HAVE THESE EMOTIONS
they are UNIVERSAL. dont think youre better than me just because youre quiet about it and im not. THAT my friends, is primitive..

"BEING HUMAN IS WHATS NECESSARY, we all bleed red, and if we dont figure that out soon, its all going to be over" -india arie.

NOW i know some of you may be biased and may FEEL the need to attack me because youre FUCKING my 'oponent' so to speak... but please dont make your side sound superior.

this isnt exclusively pertaining to my latest outcry or anything.. i just see it EVERYWHERE. People CONSTANTLY put people down because they show emotion that is for SOME reason deemed 'unacceptable' to society--we can talk about SEX and MASTERBATION and INFIDELITY and VIOLENCE and alll the other once-'taboo' topics, but the SECOND someone shows vulnerability or weakness, we BROADCAST as if to say 'HAH SEE EVERYBODY!!! _____ IS NOOOOTTTTT PERFECT, THEY SUCK WAYYY MORE THAN ME, DONT THEY?"

well let me tell you something: I am not a liar. I never will be. I will be a thief, probably not a murderer, perhaps a cheater, id love to be a marter--maybe even a bartender...

but i will NEVER be a liar, and until im alive, i WILL talk about what upsets me, what stirs anger inside of me and what hurts me--because it is the truth and because it means something to me. If you think its unacceptable, well thats too bad. I AM NOT holding youre eyes fixed to the tv screen. If my online posts create unhappiness somewhere inside your soul... dont read them, thats what i did once.

feel free to kiss my cheek or.....KICK MY ASS if youd like...
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