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So things with Philip are going really well. On monday he asked if he could see me again. I told him I had a meeting with the bank and it would be hard to meet. Also, I can't dive into things, so I prefer things going slow.
We live 150 kilometers away from eachother, so it's quite a trip.
Anyway, in the end we called after my meeting and he still jumped in the car to drive for the 2nd day in a row all the way to my city. He is waaaay too sweet.
We had a very nice time having dinner together. We can talk so well and he has these stars in his eyes that it is impossible to look at them without getting shy.
He told me several times that it feels so right for him and that he is sure that this is not just a crush, because it is not based on pure physical attraction. He says that he feels that this is something much deeper, which won't pass just like that.
Actually, I really can't believe this is all happening and I often feel guilty for so much blessings.
I do love how all this happened in a very spiritual way for me. There is no doubt it all had to happen this way. It shows how much love Krishna and our guardians have for us and how they are our eternal wellwishers. Though we are often in the eye of the storm and we can't see clearly, in the end it shows we just had to trust them. I had been (and still am) chanting the top 100 names of Lord Chaitanya. It mentions that one who does this, his desires will be fulfilled. Of course one shouldn't chant these names with this purpose in mind, but it did show how powerful these names are.
Yesterday they delivered my furniture. My God, they are so big. My apartment is completely filled. Maybe I should have bought a smaller sofa and smaller table, but well...it will get cozy! :-)
We live 150 kilometers away from eachother, so it's quite a trip.
Anyway, in the end we called after my meeting and he still jumped in the car to drive for the 2nd day in a row all the way to my city. He is waaaay too sweet.
We had a very nice time having dinner together. We can talk so well and he has these stars in his eyes that it is impossible to look at them without getting shy.
He told me several times that it feels so right for him and that he is sure that this is not just a crush, because it is not based on pure physical attraction. He says that he feels that this is something much deeper, which won't pass just like that.
Actually, I really can't believe this is all happening and I often feel guilty for so much blessings.
I do love how all this happened in a very spiritual way for me. There is no doubt it all had to happen this way. It shows how much love Krishna and our guardians have for us and how they are our eternal wellwishers. Though we are often in the eye of the storm and we can't see clearly, in the end it shows we just had to trust them. I had been (and still am) chanting the top 100 names of Lord Chaitanya. It mentions that one who does this, his desires will be fulfilled. Of course one shouldn't chant these names with this purpose in mind, but it did show how powerful these names are.
Yesterday they delivered my furniture. My God, they are so big. My apartment is completely filled. Maybe I should have bought a smaller sofa and smaller table, but well...it will get cozy! :-)