May 14, 2007 09:25
I had a very beautiful dream last night. I was somewhere at a gathering. Suddenly I saw Sripad Damodara Maharaja. I brought my dandavats in front of him and he was happy to see me. He asked if he could have my sandals (which I was borrowing from Janaki).
Than the next moment I saw a former member of our sanga (the name doesn't really matter, but no-one from LJ) at the gathering. I was happy to see him there, but he said it was the last time he was coming.
Than I was sitting together with Sripad Vaishnava Maharaja at the lotusfeet of Srila Gurudeva, in a very intimate way.
He bowed over to us and told us "This devotee is leaving us because he is always finding faults in others."
Than he looked at us very loving and fatherly and said "Please always keep a loving nature. This is the soil for the Bhakti-creeper."
It was very very beautiful and sweet.