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I feel pants today!! That is the only way to describe it. I have a nasty cold and my whole face feels like it is gonna cave in on itself and for some wierd reason my whole body feels like every single muscle in it is pulled. This makes movement quite difficult and excrutiatingly painfull! I was so tempted not to come to work but I have been ill so much recently that it's not a good idea. So I'm at my desk feeling very sorry for myself.
I'm also depressed. Now there's a suprise. I did have a good weekend in alot of ways but in others it was horrible. I wish I could just let go of certain things/people in my life. Why can't i just realise that they only make me sad. It's not worth it anymore. I wish I could just see sense and follow through with whay I know is the best thing for me to do for ME. I need to follow my head and not my emotions. I really hope I have the strength of character to be strong and not let this conquer me......
I'm also depressed. Now there's a suprise. I did have a good weekend in alot of ways but in others it was horrible. I wish I could just let go of certain things/people in my life. Why can't i just realise that they only make me sad. It's not worth it anymore. I wish I could just see sense and follow through with whay I know is the best thing for me to do for ME. I need to follow my head and not my emotions. I really hope I have the strength of character to be strong and not let this conquer me......