ok so i wasn't really "back" :p
i feel as whirly as the pic in my previous post.
the last 2 weeks have been utter.. i don't know what. :p all i know is, i'm tired without really feeling tired, drained without consciously feeling drained. i "think" that i'm not stressed, but my body isn't keeping up and something is definitely wrong with my brain bus speed. i read, hear, see things, but my brain isn't processing them. if a question involves more than 2 variables, i repeat "what?" over and over again without really understanding. it's holding onto sand, dream walking, everything goes through and over my head.
i'm not sure if it's due to increased responsibilities piled onto me at work, slowly fielding me from straight cozy engineer work to project managing (the 8am meetings with the team in india are killing me). or maybe it's because i've been meeting and hanging out with new groups of people nonstop since the chicago trip? each weekend has brought forth a new boatload of people to meet. that part i don't "think" i feel too frazzled about, but as i've mentioned above, i've been thinking a lot of things that may not be true. :p
on tuesday i went downstairs to the never-busy bathroom, plopped myself on a toilet, and took a 15 min nap. i'm rarely online anymore, especially not as a means to communicate with other flesh mites.
i'm not sure i'll ever catch up on my posts. i scan through my friends page, see engagements, deaths, more farewell to lj posts. life moves at a frantic pace, and lj land isn't any different. it makes me feel time is whipping by even faster reading accounts of everything that's already several weeks into the past.
ahh, i really enjoyed 2006. i've always had a thing for even numbers.
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i've eaten at several new restaurants in the past month. the only pictures i took were of the turkey dinner i made on christmas day. i really wanted prime rib, maybe for new years?