THE AFFLICTION
Yes, THE AFFLICTION is the name of the new band, we have a good 20 song setlist that
we could choose from including the five cover songs we do. I think we are pretty fucking good mix of punk
/ metal / gothic / grunge music and you should all try to throw a house party sometime soon and get us to play
if you live in the OC.
GO CHECK OUT THE WEBSITE @ THEAFFLICTION.TK
Recently my life has been pretty shitty, I got caught shoplifting an $8.00 wallet, stupid me, but the bitch who
caught us didn’t really need to be such a bitch about it. But whatever, I realize that I have done wrong and I
wont do it again because my parents are being really big pricks about it. They took all my makeup (so currently
I am wearing friends makeup which no offense to them, isn’t as good as mine.) all my band related shirts
/ fishnet shirts / fishnets, my fashion basically. I am doing better than I thought I would all things considered,
I miss Julie most of all though, I haven’t seen her since the night it happened, and I just want to hold her and
kiss her so gently.
Yesterday was my step-fathers birthday and it really sucked, I could have gone out since he was gone all day
anyways, but I’m nicer than to do what my parents did to me (last year they basically completely forgot my
birthday until about 6PM and I received the last call I would ever receive from my uncle who died in February
and I don’t think I even said I love him since I was so angry at my parents.) Anyway this is bringing back old
memories that I do not wish to remember so vividly so lets move on.
I got new pink converse they are very cool, everyone seems to like them, I also got some very sexy gyrls jeans
that are acid washed and I love them. I wrote some depressing poetry and left it out and I think my mom read it
because she’s been pretty nice to me lately, its interesting.
SCARLET REALITY
Here I am,
Just lying here,
On this cold hard floor,
Bleeding, I just lie in fear.
Fear that my pain will grow,
You’ve taken it all,
Yet you have not taken everything,
Otherwise I just might fall.
Is this all a dream?
I awake to a cold white wall,
An empty room,
Now I try to escape, I crawl.
I’m still lying here,
On the scarlet stained linoleum,
Bleary eyed from bloody tears,
In a dream that feels like opium.
I open my eyes again,
To realize its not a dream,
I open my mouth to scream,
Yet only weeps escape it seems.
Why cant this just be a dream?
My pale white wall reality...
I will not eat nor drink…
You will not take me alive…
Now keep in mind everyone, this is just a poem, I’m not cutting or starving myself, true I eat less, but I never ate a
lot anyway, so do not fear, I’m not going to turn into a depressed piece of shit. I couldn’t do that to Julie it would
hurt her to much, without her it is true that I probably would. And incase anyone here couldn’t tell the line “Yet
you have not taken everything” is to Julie because she IS my everything. I love her so much and I always will, we
will never break up ever, because my love for her will never fade.
Also we might be looking for a new drummer, we still have our drummer but I’m not sure for how long, he seems
to be separating from our tastes and its bothering the Sean and I so we will be having an application put on the site
very soon, come check it out and fill it out for me.
I LOVE JULIE WITH ALL OF MY HEART.
xo,
MAKEUP + MURDER