DO YOU UNDERSTAND YOUR RIGHTS?
TODAY IS QUITE POSSIBLY THE SECOND WORST DAY OF MY LIFE, NEXT TO THE DAY DEREK DIED.
I went to the mall with Julie and we walked around for hours, and we went to 'THE ICING'
which most of you should know is a branch of the 'Claires' stores. Stealing is defintely
not worth it people. Let me fucking tell you from first hand experience, I am being charged
in the court of law all because I tried to take an $8.00 wallet from this store. Julie had
also done the same with some other small items, I'm not sure if she just forgot, or not,
but please note both her and I are good people (so I think, I cant exactly judge myself.)
I got all my $300 worth of makeup taken away from me, and my clothes, and my boots, and
everything that means anything to me, except the most important thing, Julie, because my
parents know that if they took her away from me I would be bleeding in the bathroom in a
matter of minutes. My walls are white with sorrow, my face pale with sickness, I'm starving
but I cant eat, I fear that if I do I will vomit all over the place. I've been going into
convulsions and shaking tremendously since the incident THREE hours ago, my skin is colder
than a rotting corpse, my eyes are bleeding tears so heavily that I feel the puddles beneith
my feet. I have the most incredible urge to cut, but the most important thing I have is
still mine, no I didn't hide it, I didn't refuse to hand it over, my parents just know if
they took HER then they would be parents of a suicide case. My love for Julie will never
cease, I just want to be with her forever, I just want to run away...I could lose it all,
my guitars, my life, my computer, do you know why? Because thats not my everything, Julie
is my everything, and no one will take everything away.
Now I'm just a normal kid with no makeup, no life...
MAKEUP + MURDER
xo
I LOVE YOU JULIE.