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Im so frustrated
seriously all i want to do right now is rant, about my mom and how badly i want to get away and how much i hate it here...but instead ill..do something else
i knit a lot these days, because ive given up on life in burlingame and therefore dont do any homework, so i use my new found time to knit scarves, cuz thats all i know how to do
I really wish i knew how to help my friends with their feelings of desperation and frustration with the furture, but i dont think i can because i am going through the same things and dont know what to do
Im the happiest when I'm at practice, because at the time it feels like nothing matters except finishing that leg set or that ab set, and when you are done there is this feeling to releaf and accomplishment that you made it through the pain and now are a stronger, better person because of it. I love the community of the track team, esp the throwers, because we're all in it together and we all work and accomplish together. I love being sore the next morning, because it lets me know i did good work the day before and that i earned a little relaxation before practice that day
I want to go to college so bad
seriously all i want to do right now is rant, about my mom and how badly i want to get away and how much i hate it here...but instead ill..do something else
i knit a lot these days, because ive given up on life in burlingame and therefore dont do any homework, so i use my new found time to knit scarves, cuz thats all i know how to do
I really wish i knew how to help my friends with their feelings of desperation and frustration with the furture, but i dont think i can because i am going through the same things and dont know what to do
Im the happiest when I'm at practice, because at the time it feels like nothing matters except finishing that leg set or that ab set, and when you are done there is this feeling to releaf and accomplishment that you made it through the pain and now are a stronger, better person because of it. I love the community of the track team, esp the throwers, because we're all in it together and we all work and accomplish together. I love being sore the next morning, because it lets me know i did good work the day before and that i earned a little relaxation before practice that day
I want to go to college so bad