Jealousy

Jun 01, 2010 16:14

Title: Jealousy

Author: shasha717

Pairing: Junseung

Genre: Drabble

Summary: Hyunseung is upset with the Special performance.

A/N: Requested by yukiko. This is what I want to believe.

Why? It's the only word that was running around Hyunseung's mind. He's questioning the Special performance. Why does there's so much skinship between his boyfriend and the blonde? Why in the hell the fans want a Junseob fanservice? Of course a Junseung fanservice was there in the performance, but not the skinship. It was so much little compared with the Junseob.

On the other hand, the skinship between the maknae and the leader was growing on the fans too. Hyunseung groaned. Why did the fans have to run off their usual track? Why couldn't they still love Dooseob instead of Doowoon and Junseob? And it looked like the leader was trying to get back on his lover on stage. The more Junseob, the more Doowoon. Doojoon got ridiculously creative every Special Performance. Now it left Hyunseung out of the spotlight with Kikwang.

He never sounded his jealousy to his lover. Not once he complained. Though he appeared to be nonchalant in the outside, Hyunseung cared in his heart. He felt disturbed every time they monitored their Special performance.

Today he was having another stupid fight with Junhyung again. That's why today he decided to do different. Let's add fuel to the fire shall we? Today is their Goodbye stage 'Special' in M!Countdown. On the opening like always, a Junseob skinship. On the bridge of the song, a Doowoon fanservice. When it's Hyunseung's part, he didn't walk to up front, but to Kikwang, with a smirk, he spanked the younger's butt, erupting hysteric shriek from hard-core fans. Hyunseung managed to see Junhyung's dropped expression in the corner of his eyes. He smiled winningly and got a spank back from Kikwang for revenge, and once again erupting the excited cheers from their fans.

"What's that all about?" Junhyung pulled Hyunseung into the changing room after the performance, away from curious ears.

"A Kiseung fanservice," Hyunseung answered nonchalantly.

Junhyung winced on the couple word of Kikwang and his boyfriend. "I didn't even know there's a couple name like that."

Hyunseung looked away, "Yeah, like you don't know there's a Junseob."

Junhyung raised an eyebrow, "What the hell is that?"

Hyunseung turned around; he wanted to run away, anywhere else but here. Away from Junhyung.

Seeing the serious response from his lover, he grabbed Hyunseung by the waist; forcing the elder into his embrace and whispered to the other's ear, "That's ridiculous Seung. You know I love no one but you."

Hyunseung struggled from the embrace and hissed, "Yeah but that doesn't reflect on your actions."

Before Hyunseung could break free, Junhyung crashed their lips together, silenced the other for good. He stared dearingly at the troubled Hyunseung, "Is it about the performance?"

Hyunseung pouted and nodded weakly as an answer.

Junhyung let out a big sigh before he continue, "You seriously don't think I would have a crush on Yoseob, do you?"

Hyunseung blushed deeply on the remark. "But it's not only on the performance, in Beast Almighty too you and Yoseob seemed-"

Hyunseung's words were cut off again by Junhyung, "You know Doojoon will kill me or pay a serial killer to do the favor if I ever dare to see Yoseob in that light." He stroked Hyunseung's cheek, "And why does it matter if the world can see the love I have for you or not?"

"But-"

"I don't need the world to see my love for you. I just need you Seung, to know how precious you are to me. And what does matter to me is that you know how much I love you, only you."

Hyunseung hung his mouth open; Junhyung never sweet talk him like this. Smile was soon tugging on his lips, "Say it again."

"What?"

"Say that you love me again."

Junhyung shook his head on his demanding boyfriend, “Aish. No way. I just said it. Twice already!”

Upon the refusal, Hyunseung pouted again and turned away from Junhyung, ready to leave.

“Aish! You’re so-“ Junhyung grabbed the other by the arm and hung his head to hide his blushing face from Hyunseung and muttered, “I love you.”

Hyunseung smiled winningly, sat on his boyfriend’s lap and feigned a fake confused face. “Sorry, I can’t hear you just now.”

Junhyung’s eyes widened in disbelieve, “Yah! I know you heard it.”

Just before Hyunseung pouted again, Junhyung put a chaste kiss on Hyunseung’s lips and when he pulled away, Junhyung whispered the three words that Hyunseung want to hear. A million times would not be enough.

“I love you.”

All of Hyunseung’s jealousy disappeared into thin air. Where did they even come from? He shook his head, blaming his mind that played with his heart. He knows that Junhyung loves him all along, no matter what happens. And it doesn’t matter if he doesn’t show his love through the performance, reality show. He doesn’t doubt Junhyung again.

Hyunseung hugged his lover tightly, while kissing Junhyung’s ear, “I love you too.”

Junhyung smiled, and buried his face in Hyunseung’s hair. Wanting the time to stop, treasuring the moment right now. Holding Hyunseung forever in his embrace.

A/N: I apologize to the Junseob shipper. This is what I want to believe.

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