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I just cleaned my room and bought a plane ticket. It's going to take me to spain at the end of May, it was also only 15 bucks which is very very cool. I asked a couple farms in Italy if Frank and I could work there for a few weeks, and I'm waiting on replies. I'm very very soul-happy now. Carlos Castenada style, Herbie Hancock style, good Italien sauce style. There are things that I miss from home, a way of living that I haven't had too much here, even if I have tried to create it on my own. That is good friends at a dinner table talking for hours after a good meal. I miss the China House, Carla, listening to hockey video games while sitting in a hut. I miss having my friends down the street in Orono and gabbing. But, here I am starting to come full circle. Much with the help of Oprah's web series with author Echart Tollie. I feel like I have learned how to be happy on my own, without looking outside to other people to find it. With everything I know taken away from me I have found myself, who I am at this present moment. In three weeks Frank comes, I'm very very excited. Excited to share my new life. Also excited for the next chapter, I'm getting ready for Maine, for a big garden at home, and new adventures with old friends. I'm also 22. joyeux anniversaire a moi :)