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The sun is shining here for the first time in over a week, it's so nice. Skipping my first class, to soak up the sun but I'll be good and go to the other two. Going to go ride my bike I think. This past week was a big gain I think. I met some new people that were key missing in my life here. Some like minded spanish people make me feel like the world is OK. I'm trying to balance this present moment and enjoy it without loosing by looking forward to when i see Frank again. It's hard though to not count down the days and day dream.
On Friday I'm going to Montpelier in the south to stay with Arielle. I'm excited, there is the Med. Sea and mountains there, and an old best friend. It's my retreat! I've been thinking about Maine alot, I miss it and do think I want to live there one day. My problem right now is that I'm living still in Fairfield, maybe I'd have a different opinion of Maine if I lived in a different town. One more semester left of school. I feel jealous of a lot of students here where education is free. Maybe I'll live in Portland. There we go again thinking of the future and not now.
My refuge here has been my frying pan, my guitar, and my legs that take me on long walks. skype as well, whoever invented that was a smart cookie and i'd kiss his feet.
quantum physics is an incredibly eye opening brain twister.
On Friday I'm going to Montpelier in the south to stay with Arielle. I'm excited, there is the Med. Sea and mountains there, and an old best friend. It's my retreat! I've been thinking about Maine alot, I miss it and do think I want to live there one day. My problem right now is that I'm living still in Fairfield, maybe I'd have a different opinion of Maine if I lived in a different town. One more semester left of school. I feel jealous of a lot of students here where education is free. Maybe I'll live in Portland. There we go again thinking of the future and not now.
My refuge here has been my frying pan, my guitar, and my legs that take me on long walks. skype as well, whoever invented that was a smart cookie and i'd kiss his feet.
quantum physics is an incredibly eye opening brain twister.