Wilted Love / Look At Me Part 7
Title: Wilted Love / Look At Me
Author: VanillaIcex3
Genre: Romance, Smut, Drama?, Violence, Angst
Rated: R, NC-17 for most parts
Length: Mini series
Disclaimer: This plot is mine :), if I owned Yunjae I won't have to write fics about them, picture is from google!
“Hyun-ah, we… I’m only giving you a chance to prove yourself… right?” Jaejoong wanted Seunghyun to understand.
“Yes, Jae I understand that, don’t worry.” Seunghyun hugged Jaejoong again. He smiled when he felt his angel’s arms around him as well.
“Please forgive me if I hurt you.” Jaejoong mumbled against Seunghyun’s shoulder.
“Mmm.”
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Changmin glared at his phone for a while now to wait for a reply that he just sent a few moments ago. He clapped when his phone vibrated, he flipped it open and snickered.
From: TOP
‘Chang. Fucking. Min. Why are you trying to destroy my life?’
To: TOP
‘Well, Just because 8D! So are you going to do it or not.’
From: TOP
‘Fine, I’ll do it myself, don’t. I seriously mean it, don’t show it to anyone.’
To: TOP
‘Kay, if you don’t do it in a week. You know what happens~’
From: TOP.
‘Why did I ever meet you in my life.’
To: TOP
‘Well, if you weren’t so obvious with your googly eyes to Pretty-hyung then I wouldn’t have bribed you with it. : D Man, I have never thought that you would be so worked up about it, this is fun.’
From: TOP
‘Fuck. You. Now go delete that picture.’
To: TOP
‘Why? It’s so cute of you to kiss a picture that you took of Jae-hyung and you happened to let me see it.’
From: TOP
‘UGHH. >:(‘
Changmin just cackled at how frustrated Seunghyun was and made sure that he put a password on the picture so that no one could see it but him.
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“Hy-hyun-ah, thank you for today. It was fun.” Jaejoong shyly smiled and they were standing outside of his house.
“Eung, it’s late. You should go inside now.” Seunghyun was back to his fidgety self because he really really wanted to kiss Jaejoong goodbye.
“Good night, Hyunnie. I’ll… see you tomorrow.” Jaejoong was about to open the door and got grabbed by the hand, a warm peck was felt on his cold cheek.
“B-bye.” Seunghyun flushed in red and lets go of Jaejoong. He got back into his car and pumped his fists for congratulating himself to be so bold about the peck.
“Hyunnie… is really adorable.” Jaejoong laughed and got inside.
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Jaejoong puts his coat into the closet near the door and walked in to see a sleeping Yunho on the couch with the TV on. He gasped quietly because Yunho has never waited for him to come home before…
“Yun-ah, I’m home.” Jaejoong sat down on the carpeted floor and stroked Yunho’s cheeks. He smiled when Yunho groaned and nuzzled into his hand.
“Baby, we’ll go upstairs and sleep, okay?” Jaejoong cooed at the really sleepy Yunho and giggled when Yunho tried to get off the couch without moving so much.
“Mmmng.” Yunho hugged Jaejoong tightly while going upstairs to their bedroom and kept mumbling how tired he was against the smaller man’s neck. They finally reached their bedroom and Jaejoong closed the door.
“I know, Yun-ah. We’re going to sleep, thank you for waiting for me.” Jaejoong smiled and tucked Yunho into the comforters.
“Nooooo.” Yunho slurred and reached out his hand for Jaejoong.
“I’m gonna change real quick and brush my teeth.” Jaejoong hurried himself and slipped next to the half snoring bear.
“Mmmm.” Yunho wrapped his arms around Jaejoong and smiled contently.
“Silly.” Jaejoong fell into a deep slumber together with Yunho.
Bzzt. A phone vibrated.
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A few days later.
“Min?” Jaejoong poked his head inside a booth and smiled when he saw his cute dongsaeng sitting with a mocha and cheesecake in front of him.
“Hey Hyung, sit. This cheesecake is so good.” Changmin moaned in delight and stuck his fork into the cheesecake again.
“What’s up? Why did you choose such a dark corner?” Jaejoong was wondering why Changmin chose the farthest corner of the café to sit.
“Mmm, just because.” Changmin shrugged and took a sip of his mocha.
“You’re being suspicious.” Jaejoong crossed his arms.
“Fine. I wanted to ask if you told my stupid cousin yet.” Changmin grunted and put down his mocha.
“I didn’t.” Jaejoong looked away and stared at some random piece of decoration.
“Why?”
“Because… one I don’t want to, two Hyunnie confessed to me, three… I realize that I’m going to hurt Hyunnie at the end because I… realize nothing could really stop me from loving Yunho. He… he was waiting for me at home yesterday and fell asleep on the couch. Maybe you know… he might be jealous.” Jaejoong was rambling on and Changmin just hoped that his cousin felt the same way. He was glad that Jaejoong was rambling though because he knows how long Jaejoong was trying to hide this from everyone. He was going to make Jaejoong confess to Yunho soon or else he feels like something’s going to go wrong.
“Hyung, go order some food!”
“Oh. I need a coffee…”
“Menu’s outside hyung~” Changmin pointed to the farthest waitress.
“Min… you’re always making me walk.” Jaejoong pouted and got up.
Changmin quickly took the white phone that was on the table and scrolled to text his cousin.
“… Eew, Jae hyung’s so mushy. ♥ Yunnie bear ♥…”
‘Yun, can we talk?’
“Come on, come on hyung I know you text fast.” Changmin mumbled to himself.
‘Eh? Why? Can’t you just talk to me at home?’
‘Ah, because… I have something important to tell you? I don’t know how to say it.’
‘Oh…kay? Sure, but then I’m busy after my classes… maybe Friday after my classes ends?’
‘Okay.’
‘:3, oh btw, I need to tell you something too… and oh, don’t cook me dinner tonight.’
“SHIM CHANGMIN! What are you doing with my phone, who are you texting. It’s not Yunho is it?” Jaejoong was horrified at the sight of Changmin texting away with his phone.
“See for yourself~” Changmin waved the phone in front of Jaejoong and felt a very chilling glare shooting his way.
“Shim. Chang. Min. You crazy person!” Jaejoong screeched and went to strangle Changmin.
“Gyah! Hyungie, stop it! You got to tell him sooner or later, I just helped you!” Changmin held both of the hands around his neck and tried to calm Jaejoong down.
“No!” Jaejoong slumped onto the banquette and felt very nervous.
“Hyung, you want to be his boyfriend but if you never tell him, you never know, right? Even if he doesn’t accept, then you could still be friends with him right?” Changmin wanted to slap both of his stupid hyungs and get them together.
“No. You won’t understand.” Jaejoong shook his head.
“I do. You’re scared that he won’t even look at you anymore, but come on. Really? He’s been doing things with you since high school.” Changmin rolled his eyes.
“B-but…”
“No. Hyung, trust me even if he says no. He’ll still be friends with you.” Changmin assured Jaejoong.
“… I.. fine. Why is everyone making me agreeing to things?” Jaejoong rested his head on Changmin’s shoulder and sighed.
“Because, you’re so nice and kind~” Changmin clapped when he saw what Jaejoong ordered and stole a bite from it.
“But then, you’re so different when you get mad. It’s nice to see… You should do that with Yunho maybe he’ll finally go, damn Jaejoong’s so sexaay.” Changmin laughed.
“That is not funny.” Jaejoong pouted and ate his food silently, he really didn’t know what to say to Yunho.
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“Jae~ Where are you!” Yunho sounded very excited on the phone while Jaejoong was fidgeting with his phone accessories.
“I’m almost… there.” Jaejoong sees Yunho leaning against the wall.
“Jae!” Yunho smiled and hugged him tightly. Jaejoong felt like his stomach was twisting over and over again.
“Yun. I… L-”
“Jae.”
“A-ah, Yun-ah you can go first.” Jaejoong nervously smiled and looked down. He hoped that Yunho knew what he was going to talk about and hoped that he could maybe… finally… become his…
“Joongie! Guess what! I got a girlfriend!” Yunho jumped like a little kid and held Jaejoong while he did that.
Jaejoong felt his heart break into more pieces, he had always tried to glue back all those pieces together for a long time, but nothing can hold the pieces together long enough.
“A-ah, is… is that so? Congratulations, Yun-ah!” Jaejoong tried to hold his tears back while staying still.
“Eung, thank you. Joongie. You know, you’re always the one who helped me to meet my girlfriends.” Yunho’s eyes twinkled with happiness.
“Wh-who’s your girlfriend?” Jaejoong hoped that she wasn’t the one who kept spreading rumors about him.
“Joonie!” Yunho smiled.
Jaejoong heart dropped even more, he knew what kind of a person she is. Materialism, reputation, money, sex.
“Yun-ah… she’s…”
“So beautiful! She’s so cute, I wanna keep her in my pocket.” Yunho was so excited when he finally got a yes from her. He went after her every day to give her flowers, presents and letters.
“… Yu-yun. I-I’m gonna go, I’m not feeling well.” Jaejoong wanted to throw up and cry his heart out. Why can’t he ever be someone that Yunho wanted?
“Oh yeah, Joongie! What did you want to tell me?” Yunho checked Jaejoong’s forehead to see if he’s burning up and asked with concern.
“O-oh. it’s nothing I just wanted to know if … you wanted to buy a new phone with me. Y-you were busy… right? So. Yeah.” Jaejoong nodded.
“Oh, okay. Joongie, you look tired. Go home and sleep!” Yunho exclaimed and waved good bye to Jaejoong.
Jaejoong never felt so crushed before, he thought this time he would be able to have Yunho as his.
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Vanilla's Words: : /, i know. Short. I'm gonna type more tmr morning. I just want to get this posted first :)
B e f o r e 〜(￣▽￣〜) --- (〜￣▽￣)〜 N e x t
Author: VanillaIcex3
Genre: Romance, Smut, Drama?, Violence, Angst
Rated: R, NC-17 for most parts
Length: Mini series
Disclaimer: This plot is mine :), if I owned Yunjae I won't have to write fics about them, picture is from google!
“Hyun-ah, we… I’m only giving you a chance to prove yourself… right?” Jaejoong wanted Seunghyun to understand.
“Yes, Jae I understand that, don’t worry.” Seunghyun hugged Jaejoong again. He smiled when he felt his angel’s arms around him as well.
“Please forgive me if I hurt you.” Jaejoong mumbled against Seunghyun’s shoulder.
“Mmm.”
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Changmin glared at his phone for a while now to wait for a reply that he just sent a few moments ago. He clapped when his phone vibrated, he flipped it open and snickered.
From: TOP
‘Chang. Fucking. Min. Why are you trying to destroy my life?’
To: TOP
‘Well, Just because 8D! So are you going to do it or not.’
From: TOP
‘Fine, I’ll do it myself, don’t. I seriously mean it, don’t show it to anyone.’
To: TOP
‘Kay, if you don’t do it in a week. You know what happens~’
From: TOP.
‘Why did I ever meet you in my life.’
To: TOP
‘Well, if you weren’t so obvious with your googly eyes to Pretty-hyung then I wouldn’t have bribed you with it. : D Man, I have never thought that you would be so worked up about it, this is fun.’
From: TOP
‘Fuck. You. Now go delete that picture.’
To: TOP
‘Why? It’s so cute of you to kiss a picture that you took of Jae-hyung and you happened to let me see it.’
From: TOP
‘UGHH. >:(‘
Changmin just cackled at how frustrated Seunghyun was and made sure that he put a password on the picture so that no one could see it but him.
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“Hy-hyun-ah, thank you for today. It was fun.” Jaejoong shyly smiled and they were standing outside of his house.
“Eung, it’s late. You should go inside now.” Seunghyun was back to his fidgety self because he really really wanted to kiss Jaejoong goodbye.
“Good night, Hyunnie. I’ll… see you tomorrow.” Jaejoong was about to open the door and got grabbed by the hand, a warm peck was felt on his cold cheek.
“B-bye.” Seunghyun flushed in red and lets go of Jaejoong. He got back into his car and pumped his fists for congratulating himself to be so bold about the peck.
“Hyunnie… is really adorable.” Jaejoong laughed and got inside.
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Jaejoong puts his coat into the closet near the door and walked in to see a sleeping Yunho on the couch with the TV on. He gasped quietly because Yunho has never waited for him to come home before…
“Yun-ah, I’m home.” Jaejoong sat down on the carpeted floor and stroked Yunho’s cheeks. He smiled when Yunho groaned and nuzzled into his hand.
“Baby, we’ll go upstairs and sleep, okay?” Jaejoong cooed at the really sleepy Yunho and giggled when Yunho tried to get off the couch without moving so much.
“Mmmng.” Yunho hugged Jaejoong tightly while going upstairs to their bedroom and kept mumbling how tired he was against the smaller man’s neck. They finally reached their bedroom and Jaejoong closed the door.
“I know, Yun-ah. We’re going to sleep, thank you for waiting for me.” Jaejoong smiled and tucked Yunho into the comforters.
“Nooooo.” Yunho slurred and reached out his hand for Jaejoong.
“I’m gonna change real quick and brush my teeth.” Jaejoong hurried himself and slipped next to the half snoring bear.
“Mmmm.” Yunho wrapped his arms around Jaejoong and smiled contently.
“Silly.” Jaejoong fell into a deep slumber together with Yunho.
Bzzt. A phone vibrated.
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A few days later.
“Min?” Jaejoong poked his head inside a booth and smiled when he saw his cute dongsaeng sitting with a mocha and cheesecake in front of him.
“Hey Hyung, sit. This cheesecake is so good.” Changmin moaned in delight and stuck his fork into the cheesecake again.
“What’s up? Why did you choose such a dark corner?” Jaejoong was wondering why Changmin chose the farthest corner of the café to sit.
“Mmm, just because.” Changmin shrugged and took a sip of his mocha.
“You’re being suspicious.” Jaejoong crossed his arms.
“Fine. I wanted to ask if you told my stupid cousin yet.” Changmin grunted and put down his mocha.
“I didn’t.” Jaejoong looked away and stared at some random piece of decoration.
“Why?”
“Because… one I don’t want to, two Hyunnie confessed to me, three… I realize that I’m going to hurt Hyunnie at the end because I… realize nothing could really stop me from loving Yunho. He… he was waiting for me at home yesterday and fell asleep on the couch. Maybe you know… he might be jealous.” Jaejoong was rambling on and Changmin just hoped that his cousin felt the same way. He was glad that Jaejoong was rambling though because he knows how long Jaejoong was trying to hide this from everyone. He was going to make Jaejoong confess to Yunho soon or else he feels like something’s going to go wrong.
“Hyung, go order some food!”
“Oh. I need a coffee…”
“Menu’s outside hyung~” Changmin pointed to the farthest waitress.
“Min… you’re always making me walk.” Jaejoong pouted and got up.
Changmin quickly took the white phone that was on the table and scrolled to text his cousin.
“… Eew, Jae hyung’s so mushy. ♥ Yunnie bear ♥…”
‘Yun, can we talk?’
“Come on, come on hyung I know you text fast.” Changmin mumbled to himself.
‘Eh? Why? Can’t you just talk to me at home?’
‘Ah, because… I have something important to tell you? I don’t know how to say it.’
‘Oh…kay? Sure, but then I’m busy after my classes… maybe Friday after my classes ends?’
‘Okay.’
‘:3, oh btw, I need to tell you something too… and oh, don’t cook me dinner tonight.’
“SHIM CHANGMIN! What are you doing with my phone, who are you texting. It’s not Yunho is it?” Jaejoong was horrified at the sight of Changmin texting away with his phone.
“See for yourself~” Changmin waved the phone in front of Jaejoong and felt a very chilling glare shooting his way.
“Shim. Chang. Min. You crazy person!” Jaejoong screeched and went to strangle Changmin.
“Gyah! Hyungie, stop it! You got to tell him sooner or later, I just helped you!” Changmin held both of the hands around his neck and tried to calm Jaejoong down.
“No!” Jaejoong slumped onto the banquette and felt very nervous.
“Hyung, you want to be his boyfriend but if you never tell him, you never know, right? Even if he doesn’t accept, then you could still be friends with him right?” Changmin wanted to slap both of his stupid hyungs and get them together.
“No. You won’t understand.” Jaejoong shook his head.
“I do. You’re scared that he won’t even look at you anymore, but come on. Really? He’s been doing things with you since high school.” Changmin rolled his eyes.
“B-but…”
“No. Hyung, trust me even if he says no. He’ll still be friends with you.” Changmin assured Jaejoong.
“… I.. fine. Why is everyone making me agreeing to things?” Jaejoong rested his head on Changmin’s shoulder and sighed.
“Because, you’re so nice and kind~” Changmin clapped when he saw what Jaejoong ordered and stole a bite from it.
“But then, you’re so different when you get mad. It’s nice to see… You should do that with Yunho maybe he’ll finally go, damn Jaejoong’s so sexaay.” Changmin laughed.
“That is not funny.” Jaejoong pouted and ate his food silently, he really didn’t know what to say to Yunho.
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“Jae~ Where are you!” Yunho sounded very excited on the phone while Jaejoong was fidgeting with his phone accessories.
“I’m almost… there.” Jaejoong sees Yunho leaning against the wall.
“Jae!” Yunho smiled and hugged him tightly. Jaejoong felt like his stomach was twisting over and over again.
“Yun. I… L-”
“Jae.”
“A-ah, Yun-ah you can go first.” Jaejoong nervously smiled and looked down. He hoped that Yunho knew what he was going to talk about and hoped that he could maybe… finally… become his…
“Joongie! Guess what! I got a girlfriend!” Yunho jumped like a little kid and held Jaejoong while he did that.
Jaejoong felt his heart break into more pieces, he had always tried to glue back all those pieces together for a long time, but nothing can hold the pieces together long enough.
“A-ah, is… is that so? Congratulations, Yun-ah!” Jaejoong tried to hold his tears back while staying still.
“Eung, thank you. Joongie. You know, you’re always the one who helped me to meet my girlfriends.” Yunho’s eyes twinkled with happiness.
“Wh-who’s your girlfriend?” Jaejoong hoped that she wasn’t the one who kept spreading rumors about him.
“Joonie!” Yunho smiled.
Jaejoong heart dropped even more, he knew what kind of a person she is. Materialism, reputation, money, sex.
“Yun-ah… she’s…”
“So beautiful! She’s so cute, I wanna keep her in my pocket.” Yunho was so excited when he finally got a yes from her. He went after her every day to give her flowers, presents and letters.
“… Yu-yun. I-I’m gonna go, I’m not feeling well.” Jaejoong wanted to throw up and cry his heart out. Why can’t he ever be someone that Yunho wanted?
“Oh yeah, Joongie! What did you want to tell me?” Yunho checked Jaejoong’s forehead to see if he’s burning up and asked with concern.
“O-oh. it’s nothing I just wanted to know if … you wanted to buy a new phone with me. Y-you were busy… right? So. Yeah.” Jaejoong nodded.
“Oh, okay. Joongie, you look tired. Go home and sleep!” Yunho exclaimed and waved good bye to Jaejoong.
Jaejoong never felt so crushed before, he thought this time he would be able to have Yunho as his.
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Vanilla's Words: : /, i know. Short. I'm gonna type more tmr morning. I just want to get this posted first :)
B e f o r e 〜(￣▽￣〜) --- (〜￣▽￣)〜 N e x t