Wilted Love / Look At Me Part 6
Title: Wilted Love / Look At Me
Author: VanillaIcex3
Genre: Romance, Smut, Drama?, Violence, Angst
Rated: R, NC-17 for most parts
Length: Mini series
Disclaimer: This plot is mine :), if I owned Yunjae I won't have to write fics about them, picture is from google!
Part 6 ;
“Hyung! I’m gonna go buy my lunch, my tummy’s been angry at me since this morning…” Changmin rubbed his tummy cutely and waved to Jaejoong.
“J-jae. Can I talk to you after our last class ends?” Seunghyun fidgeted with his shirt and stared into the deep brown eyes.
“Hmm? Okay, Hyunnie.” Jaejoong nodded and searched for Yunho with his eyes. When he saw a group of people coming in, Yunho stood out among the crowd.
Seunghyun’s eyes saddened even though Jaejoong said yes because he knew who the person his beautiful loved. His best friend, Yunho.
But he won’t give up because he knew that Yunho didn’t love Jaejoong. He’ll be there for Jaejoong.
“Ahh, fuck. Crazy bitches every day, how did you live through that Joongie Hyung?” Changmin gave an annoyed look to the girls who were hovering Yunho like a bunch of bees. He let down his bag of food and sighed contently.
“I’ll always have you, my dears.” Changmin licked his lips and unwrapped his hamburger.
“…” Jaejoong didn’t say anything and looked away with a fast flash of hurt when Yunho walked passed their table.
“Hmm? He’s always like that! Hahaha.” Jaejoong just laughed it off and gripped the lunch box in his hands until his knuckles turned white.
Changmin noticed his hyung’s uneasiness and patted him on the knee under the table. He hated it when his damn cousin acted like it’s nothing when Jaejoong does so much for him.
Seunghyun noticed the tense atmosphere all of the sudden, “Changmin, I’m hungry. Gimme!”
“Hey! Stop it, mine mine mine! Nooo. You evil person, Jae hyung kick him for me.” Changmin played along and shook Jaejoong playfully.
“Hyunnie, I’ll give you this, okay?” Jaejoong had a small smile, which brought relief to both boys. He took out the Rilakkuma lunch box out and opened it for him.
“I hope you don’t mind the childishness… Hehe, I like making lunch like this.” Jaejoong was a bit shy about his tofu wrapped sushi that looked like the bear on the lunch box.
Seunghyun blushed at the cuteness, “I-it’s so cute… I wish someone made lunch like this for me every day…”
“Hehe, are you implying that I should make you lunch too?” Jaejoong’s eyes crinkled and laughed.
“Maaaybe.” Seunghyun took a sushi into his mouth and munched on it.
“Mmm, so yummy! What flavor did you mix the rice with?” Seunghyun thought it was just plain rice.
“Hmm? A-ah, I’m used to making it this way because someone doesn’t like his veggies.” Jaejoong stuttered.
Changmin took one secretly and held his cheeks in delight.
“Mmmmmm. Sooo good!”
Seunghyun and Jaejoong laughed at the youngest.
---
Jaejoong found it weird that Seunghyun was nowhere in sight, and when he was about to text him…
Jaejoong’s phone rang, “Hello?”
“H-hey… Jae. D-do you want to go eat dinner with me?” A nervous Seunghyun asked and hoped that he would say yes.
“Sure… what time?” Jaejoong smiled at the nervous tone that Seunghyun was using, he was so cute like that.
“A-ah… I-i… made a reservation at 7… and let’s see… oh what am I saying? I’ll… pick you up at six thirty? Okay? Yeah. Bye.” Seunghyun slapped himself and hung up quickly.
“O-kay…” Jaejoong raised his eyebrow at the dial tone he’s hearing now. Seunghyun doesn’t even know where he lives!
“Ah shit! I forgot to ask him where he lived… I’m gonna sound like a stalker… stupid stupid!” Seunghyun banged his head against his fridge door. He dialed Jaejoong’s number again.
“Hey, Hyunnie.” Jaejoong laughed because he knew what Seunghyun’s gonna ask him.
“H-hello Jaejoong… I know I’m gonna sound like a stalker or something, but I’m not! I swear… so… where do you live again?” Seunghyun was cursing himself inside his head.
Jaejoong burst a fit of giggles and said, “You’re so cute, I’d like someone to pick me up for dinner~ I live around Changmin… yeah the house number’s 83…”
“A-ah, okay. I know where that is… S-sorry. I-I’ll see you later! Bye.” Seunghyun flushed in red when he heard Jaejoong’s melodious giggles through the phone. He would love to see that in person.
---
Yunho came home and saw Jaejoong all dressed up, “Hey, you’re looking all dolled up~ Where are you going, huuuh?~”
“Yun-ah! Oh my god, why didn’t you tell me you’re coming back early? Then I wouldn’t have said yes… And I haven’t… ate dinner with you for a while.” Jaejoong focused his eyes on the plant because he didn’t want to let Yunho see how sad he was.
“Ah, it’s fine! I’ll just go buy myself something to eat. Don’t worry~ You’re all dolled up already, so yeah. Who’s the lucky guy?~” Yunho teased him like he only saw Jaejoong as his best friend.
Jaejoong’s heart clenched, he knew Yunho wouldn’t let him go as far as being his boyfriend, but he can hope right?
Ding dong~
“Oooh, let me go get that.” Yunho laughed and went to open the door. A bouquet of red roses was shoved in his face and his mouth had a rose in it.
“Omo!” Jaejoong went over and carefully removed the rose from Yunho’s mouth and laughed. He got a glare from him.
“Who told you to open the door, hmm?” Jaejoong teased Yunho and pinched his cheeks.
“… Woops. Sorry man.” Seunghyun scratched the back of his head and wanted to kick himself again. He noticed Yunho standing by the door and felt the jealously run through his body.
“It’s fine Hyunnie! I have a Yunho saliva rose now.” Jaejoong teased Seunghyun more.
“I-I’m sorry! I’ll go get another one!” Seunghyun was going to throw them into his car but Jaejoong caught his hand and took the bouquet.
“It’s fine… Really. Thank you, they’re so pretty.” Jaejoong smiled while closing his eyes to smell the roses.
“OH, it’s you. Take care of him for me, yeah?” Yunho just laughed because he didn’t see Seunghyun behind the bouquet of roses.
“Let’s go, Hyunnie!” Jaejoong put the roses in a vase and wore his shoes.
“Y-you look… really sexy…” Seunghyun looked at Jaejoong’s outfit. A black wide round neck long sleeve shirt with acid washed jeans and a pair of black boots.
“Thank you… you’re really straightforward.” Jaejoong found him really charming but he knows that he can’t accept him because Yunho is the person whom he loves the most.
“Oh my god, did I say that out loud. I-I’m sorry… I’ll shut up now…” Seunghyun started his car and drove towards the restaurant.
“W-wow… Hyunnie. Are you sure this is okay? I-I mean this is such an expensive place.” Jaejoong gawked at the beautiful décor and the prices sure are as beautiful.
“A-anything for m-my… I mean. Jaejoong.” Seunghyun was stuttering because he saw that curious yet awed look on Jaejoong’s face.
“I’m your…?” Jaejoong’s eyes smiled and giggled.
“Friend… friend. Best friend!” Seunghyun exclaimed loudly making the receptionist look at him weirdly.
“Sorry.”
---
They ordered their food and waited for their food. Seunghyun was fiddling with something inside his pocket for a while now and Jaejoong was just rambling about the décor and the seats they were sitting on are very cool.
“Thank you for inviting me out today… I haven’t got asked out by anyone before.” What Jaejoong said was true and he was happy.
“N-no way! You’re so kind and beautiful… I-I don’t trust that.” Seunghyun shook his head and made a face at him.
“No really…” Jaejoong smiled and talked about other things.
He was always called ‘The toy that Yunho plays with’ and no one really liked him. Or at least they were in denial.
The appetizer came and Jaejoong was cutely biting his chopsticks to decide which one to eat first.
“Mmm… this taste soo good!” Jaejoong ate the tofu and exclaimed.
“I’m glad that you like this place!” Seunghyun sighed in relief and ate his portion.
---
They finally ate everything and Seunghyun was getting comfortable talking to Jaejoong. While they waited for the complimentary dessert, he took out the ring from his pocket.
“I… want to tell you that I like you. A lot, I can’t stop thinking about you, you’re beautiful, you’re so kind. I don’t understand why Yunho is so dumb to not appreciate you. Jaejoong-ah, I know you love him, but please, just give me a chance to prove to you that I can be so much better than him. Please just let me love you, let me help you stop hurting.” Seunghyun breathed out and he felt his heart pounding against his chest loudly.
“Hy-hyun… I… don’t know what to say.” Jaejoong looked down to the mat because he loved Yunho so much, he never knew that he was this obvious that most people already figured out that he’s head over heels with his own best friend.
“Jaejoong-ah, I know you have been trying to hide this. I won’t tell anyone, I know it’s hard to know that the person you love is always out of your grasp when they’re so close. I’ll help you, Jae. Whenever you’re sad, come to me. Whenever you’re happy, I hope I’ll be the first one to know about it.” Seunghyun embraced the beautiful man into his arms.
“Hyun… I’m not worth it. I don’t want to hurt you.” Jaejoong whispered and looked up.
“I’ll do anything to prove to you that I’m better than Yunho. I will never let you say that you’re not worth it. You are.” Seunghyun stroked Jaejoong’s cheeks.
“Hyun-ah… I really am not worth it.” Jaejoong insisted.
“No! You won’t even let me try? Please, Jaejoong-ah. Give me a chance.”
“Hyun…”
“Jaejoong-ah… please. I love you.”
“Yes, I’ll give you a chance… but Hyun-ah…”
“I’ll prove it to you, I will. Don’t be sorry, I know I’ll make you change your mind.”
Vanilla's Words: :(, idk what to feel about this part. I've been really busy. Trying to handle all 4 subjects in one semester again. .__. trying to adapt to the years when I was healthy.
I hope you guys liked this ;___;. Idk, I've been feeling a bit shit
LJ, you piss me off >:(.
:DDD, thank you harangkaori for all the heeeelp. I'm always stuck .-.
B e f o r e 〜(￣▽￣〜) --- (〜￣▽￣)〜 N e x t
Author: VanillaIcex3
Genre: Romance, Smut, Drama?, Violence, Angst
Rated: R, NC-17 for most parts
Length: Mini series
Disclaimer: This plot is mine :), if I owned Yunjae I won't have to write fics about them, picture is from google!
Part 6 ;
“Hyung! I’m gonna go buy my lunch, my tummy’s been angry at me since this morning…” Changmin rubbed his tummy cutely and waved to Jaejoong.
“J-jae. Can I talk to you after our last class ends?” Seunghyun fidgeted with his shirt and stared into the deep brown eyes.
“Hmm? Okay, Hyunnie.” Jaejoong nodded and searched for Yunho with his eyes. When he saw a group of people coming in, Yunho stood out among the crowd.
Seunghyun’s eyes saddened even though Jaejoong said yes because he knew who the person his beautiful loved. His best friend, Yunho.
But he won’t give up because he knew that Yunho didn’t love Jaejoong. He’ll be there for Jaejoong.
“Ahh, fuck. Crazy bitches every day, how did you live through that Joongie Hyung?” Changmin gave an annoyed look to the girls who were hovering Yunho like a bunch of bees. He let down his bag of food and sighed contently.
“I’ll always have you, my dears.” Changmin licked his lips and unwrapped his hamburger.
“…” Jaejoong didn’t say anything and looked away with a fast flash of hurt when Yunho walked passed their table.
“Hmm? He’s always like that! Hahaha.” Jaejoong just laughed it off and gripped the lunch box in his hands until his knuckles turned white.
Changmin noticed his hyung’s uneasiness and patted him on the knee under the table. He hated it when his damn cousin acted like it’s nothing when Jaejoong does so much for him.
Seunghyun noticed the tense atmosphere all of the sudden, “Changmin, I’m hungry. Gimme!”
“Hey! Stop it, mine mine mine! Nooo. You evil person, Jae hyung kick him for me.” Changmin played along and shook Jaejoong playfully.
“Hyunnie, I’ll give you this, okay?” Jaejoong had a small smile, which brought relief to both boys. He took out the Rilakkuma lunch box out and opened it for him.
“I hope you don’t mind the childishness… Hehe, I like making lunch like this.” Jaejoong was a bit shy about his tofu wrapped sushi that looked like the bear on the lunch box.
Seunghyun blushed at the cuteness, “I-it’s so cute… I wish someone made lunch like this for me every day…”
“Hehe, are you implying that I should make you lunch too?” Jaejoong’s eyes crinkled and laughed.
“Maaaybe.” Seunghyun took a sushi into his mouth and munched on it.
“Mmm, so yummy! What flavor did you mix the rice with?” Seunghyun thought it was just plain rice.
“Hmm? A-ah, I’m used to making it this way because someone doesn’t like his veggies.” Jaejoong stuttered.
Changmin took one secretly and held his cheeks in delight.
“Mmmmmm. Sooo good!”
Seunghyun and Jaejoong laughed at the youngest.
---
Jaejoong found it weird that Seunghyun was nowhere in sight, and when he was about to text him…
Jaejoong’s phone rang, “Hello?”
“H-hey… Jae. D-do you want to go eat dinner with me?” A nervous Seunghyun asked and hoped that he would say yes.
“Sure… what time?” Jaejoong smiled at the nervous tone that Seunghyun was using, he was so cute like that.
“A-ah… I-i… made a reservation at 7… and let’s see… oh what am I saying? I’ll… pick you up at six thirty? Okay? Yeah. Bye.” Seunghyun slapped himself and hung up quickly.
“O-kay…” Jaejoong raised his eyebrow at the dial tone he’s hearing now. Seunghyun doesn’t even know where he lives!
“Ah shit! I forgot to ask him where he lived… I’m gonna sound like a stalker… stupid stupid!” Seunghyun banged his head against his fridge door. He dialed Jaejoong’s number again.
“Hey, Hyunnie.” Jaejoong laughed because he knew what Seunghyun’s gonna ask him.
“H-hello Jaejoong… I know I’m gonna sound like a stalker or something, but I’m not! I swear… so… where do you live again?” Seunghyun was cursing himself inside his head.
Jaejoong burst a fit of giggles and said, “You’re so cute, I’d like someone to pick me up for dinner~ I live around Changmin… yeah the house number’s 83…”
“A-ah, okay. I know where that is… S-sorry. I-I’ll see you later! Bye.” Seunghyun flushed in red when he heard Jaejoong’s melodious giggles through the phone. He would love to see that in person.
---
Yunho came home and saw Jaejoong all dressed up, “Hey, you’re looking all dolled up~ Where are you going, huuuh?~”
“Yun-ah! Oh my god, why didn’t you tell me you’re coming back early? Then I wouldn’t have said yes… And I haven’t… ate dinner with you for a while.” Jaejoong focused his eyes on the plant because he didn’t want to let Yunho see how sad he was.
“Ah, it’s fine! I’ll just go buy myself something to eat. Don’t worry~ You’re all dolled up already, so yeah. Who’s the lucky guy?~” Yunho teased him like he only saw Jaejoong as his best friend.
Jaejoong’s heart clenched, he knew Yunho wouldn’t let him go as far as being his boyfriend, but he can hope right?
Ding dong~
“Oooh, let me go get that.” Yunho laughed and went to open the door. A bouquet of red roses was shoved in his face and his mouth had a rose in it.
“Omo!” Jaejoong went over and carefully removed the rose from Yunho’s mouth and laughed. He got a glare from him.
“Who told you to open the door, hmm?” Jaejoong teased Yunho and pinched his cheeks.
“… Woops. Sorry man.” Seunghyun scratched the back of his head and wanted to kick himself again. He noticed Yunho standing by the door and felt the jealously run through his body.
“It’s fine Hyunnie! I have a Yunho saliva rose now.” Jaejoong teased Seunghyun more.
“I-I’m sorry! I’ll go get another one!” Seunghyun was going to throw them into his car but Jaejoong caught his hand and took the bouquet.
“It’s fine… Really. Thank you, they’re so pretty.” Jaejoong smiled while closing his eyes to smell the roses.
“OH, it’s you. Take care of him for me, yeah?” Yunho just laughed because he didn’t see Seunghyun behind the bouquet of roses.
“Let’s go, Hyunnie!” Jaejoong put the roses in a vase and wore his shoes.
“Y-you look… really sexy…” Seunghyun looked at Jaejoong’s outfit. A black wide round neck long sleeve shirt with acid washed jeans and a pair of black boots.
“Thank you… you’re really straightforward.” Jaejoong found him really charming but he knows that he can’t accept him because Yunho is the person whom he loves the most.
“Oh my god, did I say that out loud. I-I’m sorry… I’ll shut up now…” Seunghyun started his car and drove towards the restaurant.
“W-wow… Hyunnie. Are you sure this is okay? I-I mean this is such an expensive place.” Jaejoong gawked at the beautiful décor and the prices sure are as beautiful.
“A-anything for m-my… I mean. Jaejoong.” Seunghyun was stuttering because he saw that curious yet awed look on Jaejoong’s face.
“I’m your…?” Jaejoong’s eyes smiled and giggled.
“Friend… friend. Best friend!” Seunghyun exclaimed loudly making the receptionist look at him weirdly.
“Sorry.”
---
They ordered their food and waited for their food. Seunghyun was fiddling with something inside his pocket for a while now and Jaejoong was just rambling about the décor and the seats they were sitting on are very cool.
“Thank you for inviting me out today… I haven’t got asked out by anyone before.” What Jaejoong said was true and he was happy.
“N-no way! You’re so kind and beautiful… I-I don’t trust that.” Seunghyun shook his head and made a face at him.
“No really…” Jaejoong smiled and talked about other things.
He was always called ‘The toy that Yunho plays with’ and no one really liked him. Or at least they were in denial.
The appetizer came and Jaejoong was cutely biting his chopsticks to decide which one to eat first.
“Mmm… this taste soo good!” Jaejoong ate the tofu and exclaimed.
“I’m glad that you like this place!” Seunghyun sighed in relief and ate his portion.
---
They finally ate everything and Seunghyun was getting comfortable talking to Jaejoong. While they waited for the complimentary dessert, he took out the ring from his pocket.
“I… want to tell you that I like you. A lot, I can’t stop thinking about you, you’re beautiful, you’re so kind. I don’t understand why Yunho is so dumb to not appreciate you. Jaejoong-ah, I know you love him, but please, just give me a chance to prove to you that I can be so much better than him. Please just let me love you, let me help you stop hurting.” Seunghyun breathed out and he felt his heart pounding against his chest loudly.
“Hy-hyun… I… don’t know what to say.” Jaejoong looked down to the mat because he loved Yunho so much, he never knew that he was this obvious that most people already figured out that he’s head over heels with his own best friend.
“Jaejoong-ah, I know you have been trying to hide this. I won’t tell anyone, I know it’s hard to know that the person you love is always out of your grasp when they’re so close. I’ll help you, Jae. Whenever you’re sad, come to me. Whenever you’re happy, I hope I’ll be the first one to know about it.” Seunghyun embraced the beautiful man into his arms.
“Hyun… I’m not worth it. I don’t want to hurt you.” Jaejoong whispered and looked up.
“I’ll do anything to prove to you that I’m better than Yunho. I will never let you say that you’re not worth it. You are.” Seunghyun stroked Jaejoong’s cheeks.
“Hyun-ah… I really am not worth it.” Jaejoong insisted.
“No! You won’t even let me try? Please, Jaejoong-ah. Give me a chance.”
“Hyun…”
“Jaejoong-ah… please. I love you.”
“Yes, I’ll give you a chance… but Hyun-ah…”
“I’ll prove it to you, I will. Don’t be sorry, I know I’ll make you change your mind.”
Vanilla's Words: :(, idk what to feel about this part. I've been really busy. Trying to handle all 4 subjects in one semester again. .__. trying to adapt to the years when I was healthy.
I hope you guys liked this ;___;. Idk, I've been feeling a bit shit
LJ, you piss me off >:(.
:DDD, thank you harangkaori for all the heeeelp. I'm always stuck .-.
B e f o r e 〜(￣▽￣〜) --- (〜￣▽￣)〜 N e x t