peace out
journal, hey i passed my test with a 98%, pretty good huh? Anyway my best friend is mad at me. she keeps on calling my mom saying she doesnt want anything to do with my while i'm with mikey but yet she calls my mom and tells her things about me which is exactly what crystal did.Why are all these susposibaly best friends back stabbing me all the time. I'm mean this is from way back with my first best friend jenn who turned out to be gay which really made me sick when i found out on the count of we used to sleep together and get dressed in front of eachother, eww. Anyway i always knew girls where back stabbers. They always turn weird on me when i fall in live with someone, i mean if you are a true fiend you want your friend to be happy oh no not my friends they want me to be miserable like them and have dramma in my life, i don't want that, not anymore all i want is my boo and all i can do is hope he won't break my hart but what i've learned is that a guarded heart is no feelings, no faith, i have faith and if me and my baby don't work i'll know i gave it all i had. But i'm not worried about it, not anymore. Anyway some dick head that i kinda saw when me and mikey were seperated tried to call me tonight at work, i told James that i did'nt want to talk to him but now i wish that i would've took the phone call and said " stop waisting my time and lose my number" but really it's not even worth my time but it would've been fun to cuse someone out. He was so stupid, can't believe i even tried to waist my time on him. But i'm glad it happened because it made me realize how much i love mikey. Although it was nothing but hanging out with him i just could'nt stand looking into anyone elses eyes, i love my boo's eyes, they are so powerful. Anyway i hope he does'nt read this and get mad at me because i love him soooooo much. Well journal i think i've vented enough.
~LINDI~
~LINDI~