Jun 04, 2009 01:27
it's hard for me to put myself out there, but i really need you to pay attention to me! i've been trying so hard to just talk to you, but obstacles keep popping up in the way. i know you're a busy man, and that's why it's so difficult for me, because i don't want to feel like i'm making things harder on you.
please, just call me! i can't stand this. i'm not going to be at peace unless i see you before i leave. there's so much on my mind right now, but all of the people i can talk to about this are just so busy or maybe even ignoring me.
speaking of ignoring, you ma'am, if you are really ignoring me... i will be very sad. i shared a lot with you and i don't know why you won't pick up the phone or respond to my e-mails.
i just need to talk about this to you. i really do.
(i'm really never going home.)