Self-Portrait
Well, that was an interesting weekend. Oh, I didn't do much, but I have fun and I even find some time to do this.
Okay, well…this is my first self-portrait, or rather drawing (since I’m still an amateur and need more practice to actually use any other medium with a modicum of talent) not because I actually think I’m getting better looking now that I just crawl out of my cave though perhaps that’s probably it. Yes, I admit it, I have become rather high maintenance (well not that bad), *sigh* but what can a girl do when she have too much time to herself and become dissatisfy with her height, looks, and…oh, horrors, weight! I never have problem with my weight in all of my 18 years!!! No, this is not fair! Although I’m sure a lot of people who know me will think I’m insane (since I’m only 102 lbs., whooo!!! No I don’t really have an issue with my overall weight, just little things, you know the drill-is my butt big? my stomach not flat enough? and so on and so on) and only saying this to get attention (or such rot), but I’m not. I have weight issue too and it is not fun! No I don’t believe in starving myself and bulimia is still not in my dictionary, I just love food too much so I guess I have to stick to dieting and exercise. The old school way is hard, but at least you’ll feel better with yourself in the end. Exercise is fun too…I like badminton ;).
Anyway, where was I? Oh yes, I’d decided to draw a picture of myself because I want some insight on how I can improve. This is just in pencil *sigh*. I really need to graduate to something else because pencils are such a drawback to my capability and immeasurable talent (all right so it's hard to achieve different shadings, seriously, how am I ever going to achieve drama in my life if I don’t dish a little up now and again because it seems everyone must have a lot of it nowadays except me *boo-hoo*. But this is probably because I’m still a nerd trying to get straight A’s in college which I did-whoo!!!! Yay me!!!).
Oh and also, this goes out to all nice boys…I love you all!!! Got this from Tom who’s a nice and ~H~O~T~ guy ;).
http://www.stwing.upenn.edu/~jenf/writing/rant04.html