Im leaving on a jet plane and i dont care if i come back again
this is crazy. i cant sleep. i was tired all day for the last week. its been a crazy fun week. ahhaha. despite this insane chemical romance i still cant;t get to sleep. im going to record all day tomorow. in the next life. im not going to be as apathetic and i wont procrastinate so much.
shit.
ive been listeing to bands like THE Used, my chemical romance, and the cure for liek the last 4 hours. my eyes burn.
last time i heard that fucking song. it had meaning. i couldnt wait till i came back again. now i really dont care. i want to leave so why does it matter. im so messed up right now. haha.
thiers no one to talk to. my original motive was to read this tomorow and see what all this will do to you. i dont raelly care anymore. im just bored.
yeah, well i figured out that she is a lot better off without me. i was such a dick. so selfish. so sorry.
when is life going to tell me its love regardless.
well her new guy is a lot better then me. he is older. richer. more romantic. i dam all state jock or something.
man, i gotta start smoking. seeing as how my principals and morals are being slaughtered by all of this. i think my rule is i can do it, but i cant buy it. thats the only reason i dont smoke now i think. it cost to much. i wouldnt need to unless i felt like this anyway. so it will really jsut be a once in a while cure. i used to be so needlessly anti chemical. whats happening to me.
ill see when the fever is over and my eyes arnt so dam blind.
shit.
ive been listeing to bands like THE Used, my chemical romance, and the cure for liek the last 4 hours. my eyes burn.
last time i heard that fucking song. it had meaning. i couldnt wait till i came back again. now i really dont care. i want to leave so why does it matter. im so messed up right now. haha.
thiers no one to talk to. my original motive was to read this tomorow and see what all this will do to you. i dont raelly care anymore. im just bored.
yeah, well i figured out that she is a lot better off without me. i was such a dick. so selfish. so sorry.
when is life going to tell me its love regardless.
well her new guy is a lot better then me. he is older. richer. more romantic. i dam all state jock or something.
man, i gotta start smoking. seeing as how my principals and morals are being slaughtered by all of this. i think my rule is i can do it, but i cant buy it. thats the only reason i dont smoke now i think. it cost to much. i wouldnt need to unless i felt like this anyway. so it will really jsut be a once in a while cure. i used to be so needlessly anti chemical. whats happening to me.
ill see when the fever is over and my eyes arnt so dam blind.