>month
i never meant to let you go
why did i leave
maybe we'll never know
but i'm a girl still
broken on the ground
i'm in need
and i think that it shows
yikes, it's been a month since I've written in here. hm. the longest I have ever gone. this trend won't be kept up, I promise. not that anyone ever reads this. oh well, whatever.
let's see... what's happened since I last wrote in here. alright. so I've been doing a lot of partying and stuff. I mean, not tons but more than I normally do. a few weeks ago, I was drinking with Bonnie, Joe and Eli and I got way sick. ugh, it was bad. I blame the stupid Smirnoff ices and their violent amount of sugar. the week after that, Bonnie, Cristal and I went down to Albany to hang out at Bonnie's grandmother's empty house down there. Chad, Joe and Eli were invited. we also invited these two guys who we met on the freeway. yes, the freeway. they were hot so we were waving at them and blowing kisses at them and we wrote down Bonnie's cell number and they called us, it was great. they were going down to OSU as well so we said we'd all meet up but we ended up playing phonetag all night. sucks.
uh. in Albany, we all hung out and drank tons of 100 proof Smirnoff (amazing, amazing stuff...) and played naked hide and seek in the dark. Cristal had long passed out, Bonnie and I were in thongs and tanktops but the boys were all naked. and they tackled us several times. lol
and I'm in love with Chad, lol. okay, so maybe not in love with him but he's such a sweetie. I want to hang out with him again!
the next Friday, I went to Betsy's because her parents were out of town and I drank there with a bunch of people. THAT was a great night, lol. I finished off the remainder of the 100 proof (ooh, love) and we also had a bunch of those Smirnoff twisted's. it was a great night.
then I lost my job on Monday. it was like a mutual thing because I was planning on quitting anyway. uh, I think on Sunday I called my dad in tears after fighting with my mother and asked him to buy me a plane ticket ASAP.
the next Friday (last Friday), Bonnie and I went to this guy Zak's birthday party. the theme was "CEO's and Corporate Hoes" and Bonnie and I definitely dressed the part. I got my mom to buy me a fifth of vodka to take with me, lol. sweet. so I drank about three quarters of the fifth BY MYSELF at this party. one of the girls there, Kaitlin, is from Concord fucking New Hampshire! jesus. I keep finding them. okay, so I've only found two others but it's so random. and it's alwyas in drinking situations, lol. damn us Concord alcoholics.
and then I'm leaving on Saturday morning. alas. my Friday's streak will be broken. well, maybe not. if I can get some orange juice tomorrow then I can drink screwdrivers while talking to James. oh man, I love James. I cannot wait to hang out with him. when I get back, I'm going to go party with him because he's hilarious and I'm kinda crushing on him right now. lol, too many boys that I'm loving. you've got Stephen (still, despite him having a girlfriend... but who knows... lol), Chad, James, Ryan. yup. this is bad, lol. oh well, it won't happen with like any of them, except maybe James. we'll see.
alright. just thought I'd fill in. talk later, all.
OH SHIT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING!!!!
when I get back from visiting daddy (September 10th), I get my own apartment! my own fucking apartment! and my mother will be paying for it! SWEET! OH MY GOD. I'm still so in shock by it but so excited. everyone needs to come see it and hang out with me and drink way too much! it'll be fabulous! lol
why did i leave
maybe we'll never know
but i'm a girl still
broken on the ground
i'm in need
and i think that it shows
yikes, it's been a month since I've written in here. hm. the longest I have ever gone. this trend won't be kept up, I promise. not that anyone ever reads this. oh well, whatever.
let's see... what's happened since I last wrote in here. alright. so I've been doing a lot of partying and stuff. I mean, not tons but more than I normally do. a few weeks ago, I was drinking with Bonnie, Joe and Eli and I got way sick. ugh, it was bad. I blame the stupid Smirnoff ices and their violent amount of sugar. the week after that, Bonnie, Cristal and I went down to Albany to hang out at Bonnie's grandmother's empty house down there. Chad, Joe and Eli were invited. we also invited these two guys who we met on the freeway. yes, the freeway. they were hot so we were waving at them and blowing kisses at them and we wrote down Bonnie's cell number and they called us, it was great. they were going down to OSU as well so we said we'd all meet up but we ended up playing phonetag all night. sucks.
uh. in Albany, we all hung out and drank tons of 100 proof Smirnoff (amazing, amazing stuff...) and played naked hide and seek in the dark. Cristal had long passed out, Bonnie and I were in thongs and tanktops but the boys were all naked. and they tackled us several times. lol
and I'm in love with Chad, lol. okay, so maybe not in love with him but he's such a sweetie. I want to hang out with him again!
the next Friday, I went to Betsy's because her parents were out of town and I drank there with a bunch of people. THAT was a great night, lol. I finished off the remainder of the 100 proof (ooh, love) and we also had a bunch of those Smirnoff twisted's. it was a great night.
then I lost my job on Monday. it was like a mutual thing because I was planning on quitting anyway. uh, I think on Sunday I called my dad in tears after fighting with my mother and asked him to buy me a plane ticket ASAP.
the next Friday (last Friday), Bonnie and I went to this guy Zak's birthday party. the theme was "CEO's and Corporate Hoes" and Bonnie and I definitely dressed the part. I got my mom to buy me a fifth of vodka to take with me, lol. sweet. so I drank about three quarters of the fifth BY MYSELF at this party. one of the girls there, Kaitlin, is from Concord fucking New Hampshire! jesus. I keep finding them. okay, so I've only found two others but it's so random. and it's alwyas in drinking situations, lol. damn us Concord alcoholics.
and then I'm leaving on Saturday morning. alas. my Friday's streak will be broken. well, maybe not. if I can get some orange juice tomorrow then I can drink screwdrivers while talking to James. oh man, I love James. I cannot wait to hang out with him. when I get back, I'm going to go party with him because he's hilarious and I'm kinda crushing on him right now. lol, too many boys that I'm loving. you've got Stephen (still, despite him having a girlfriend... but who knows... lol), Chad, James, Ryan. yup. this is bad, lol. oh well, it won't happen with like any of them, except maybe James. we'll see.
alright. just thought I'd fill in. talk later, all.
OH SHIT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING!!!!
when I get back from visiting daddy (September 10th), I get my own apartment! my own fucking apartment! and my mother will be paying for it! SWEET! OH MY GOD. I'm still so in shock by it but so excited. everyone needs to come see it and hang out with me and drink way too much! it'll be fabulous! lol