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i'm wasting my time
i'm spending my days
losing my mind
losing my way
i stumbled across
your name in a song
thinking of us
made the day twice as long
oh snap. my final SNC bruises are gone, as of a day or two ago. took the bastards a while to fade. heh. good times, good times. but I still have this little scar-ish thing on my knee from where I either skinned it or hit it on something. not sure which it was, or when the hell it might've happened. cheers to being that drunk, lol.
hola. haven't done much lately, aside from working and spending far too much money. oh well, spending money is fun and I love my work people so all is well. I guess. except for a little... well, I have a very, very, very bad feeling about SOMETHING. we'll get it figured out in a few days, I hope. good god. I hope my hunch is wrong. please, god. let it be wrong. I don't know what I would do if I'm right.
holy f'ing shit. she asked me... "would you...." and I don't know. maybe. but I don't know. yes, I should just say yes. it's what I would do. it's always what I would've thought that I'd do but... well, never been there so I don't know. but yes.
switching gears. went shopping today with Bonnie. met Joe, Eli and Cristal at Lloyd Center. it was good to see Cristal again! I adore her! Joe is super cute - just really adorable and sweet. Eli is really hot. (Bonnie: props to that one, lol) it was fun. I bought more shoes. they're little black slip on jeweled slippers. very cute. bought them from hot Journey's boy who didn't remember either of us and wasn't as... lively today. sad stuff. but still great to look at. then I bought two more cd's and coffee and junk. just stuff.
I've bought so many cd's lately. it's starting again. remember last summer when I bought almost 40 in two weeks. addicted, addicted! but I love music. I'm infatuated with it, really. I've bought... 8 in the last few days. works for me though. I'm all for the music. there are still way too many cd's that I want. I've decided to allot myself one for every hundred bucks I make. love it. that will definitely make me happy.
there was a catalogue in our back room the other day and in it there were these rings and bracelets that are cuts from actual cans. there's beer and Coke and stuff. I'm totally getting a Pabst Blue Ribbon ring. it's just funny because it's fake beer, totally. it tastes like ass and a half. it's so terrible, which is why it's funny. I can't wait to get it because it's just so funny. I was originally going to get one of the bracelets (they're like cuffs, I guess) but I realized that I would never wear it since I wear my Tiffany bracelet 24/7. so I'm going to get a PBR thumb ring. it's 30 bucks but certainly worth it!
uh. can't think of anything else right now. hmm.... oh. I talked to Tricia for a bit today. good times. I wish that her and I could talk more. I hope we get to hang out over the summer! I want to meet JD. he's like her husband so I need to know him! and then I talked to Abby for a bit today too. but I forgot to tell her like everything that I needed to tell her so I e-mailed her later. I found a really great shirt that I'm going to buy her (even though she's going to tell me not to!) and I told her that Megan can keep my shoes and then I asked about Stephen. I figured that I needed to actually find out if he was serious or not. probably not, but I should at least find out, right? it'd be hot if he was serious. a very fun summer that would be.
alas. if I can get time off. I'm going to lay it down and be like 'my grandparents are old and I never see my dad.' hopefully they'll give me time or at least let me come back when I get home. if they only give me a week or two, it's just a waste of my dad's money and I may quit. stupid, I know. but I'll have at least something to put on a job application later. *sigh* I hope I can come back. give me a month or two out there and then let me come back and work for you. it'd be great. I think it might work because it'll be summer so Lacey and Ryan won't be in school and then Jodie won't have her afterschool thing that she teaches so she'll be able to work more as well. I hope it works. I just want to go back there. not even for Stephen, I just want to go back there to see daddy and memere and pepere and Scott and Beckalecka and Reesey. I love spending time back there.
so yeah. I'm gonna go now because I work tomorrow and I need to sleep. the dogs woke me up this morning with their damn barking. ugh. talk later.
i'm spending my days
losing my mind
losing my way
i stumbled across
your name in a song
thinking of us
made the day twice as long
oh snap. my final SNC bruises are gone, as of a day or two ago. took the bastards a while to fade. heh. good times, good times. but I still have this little scar-ish thing on my knee from where I either skinned it or hit it on something. not sure which it was, or when the hell it might've happened. cheers to being that drunk, lol.
hola. haven't done much lately, aside from working and spending far too much money. oh well, spending money is fun and I love my work people so all is well. I guess. except for a little... well, I have a very, very, very bad feeling about SOMETHING. we'll get it figured out in a few days, I hope. good god. I hope my hunch is wrong. please, god. let it be wrong. I don't know what I would do if I'm right.
holy f'ing shit. she asked me... "would you...." and I don't know. maybe. but I don't know. yes, I should just say yes. it's what I would do. it's always what I would've thought that I'd do but... well, never been there so I don't know. but yes.
switching gears. went shopping today with Bonnie. met Joe, Eli and Cristal at Lloyd Center. it was good to see Cristal again! I adore her! Joe is super cute - just really adorable and sweet. Eli is really hot. (Bonnie: props to that one, lol) it was fun. I bought more shoes. they're little black slip on jeweled slippers. very cute. bought them from hot Journey's boy who didn't remember either of us and wasn't as... lively today. sad stuff. but still great to look at. then I bought two more cd's and coffee and junk. just stuff.
I've bought so many cd's lately. it's starting again. remember last summer when I bought almost 40 in two weeks. addicted, addicted! but I love music. I'm infatuated with it, really. I've bought... 8 in the last few days. works for me though. I'm all for the music. there are still way too many cd's that I want. I've decided to allot myself one for every hundred bucks I make. love it. that will definitely make me happy.
there was a catalogue in our back room the other day and in it there were these rings and bracelets that are cuts from actual cans. there's beer and Coke and stuff. I'm totally getting a Pabst Blue Ribbon ring. it's just funny because it's fake beer, totally. it tastes like ass and a half. it's so terrible, which is why it's funny. I can't wait to get it because it's just so funny. I was originally going to get one of the bracelets (they're like cuffs, I guess) but I realized that I would never wear it since I wear my Tiffany bracelet 24/7. so I'm going to get a PBR thumb ring. it's 30 bucks but certainly worth it!
uh. can't think of anything else right now. hmm.... oh. I talked to Tricia for a bit today. good times. I wish that her and I could talk more. I hope we get to hang out over the summer! I want to meet JD. he's like her husband so I need to know him! and then I talked to Abby for a bit today too. but I forgot to tell her like everything that I needed to tell her so I e-mailed her later. I found a really great shirt that I'm going to buy her (even though she's going to tell me not to!) and I told her that Megan can keep my shoes and then I asked about Stephen. I figured that I needed to actually find out if he was serious or not. probably not, but I should at least find out, right? it'd be hot if he was serious. a very fun summer that would be.
alas. if I can get time off. I'm going to lay it down and be like 'my grandparents are old and I never see my dad.' hopefully they'll give me time or at least let me come back when I get home. if they only give me a week or two, it's just a waste of my dad's money and I may quit. stupid, I know. but I'll have at least something to put on a job application later. *sigh* I hope I can come back. give me a month or two out there and then let me come back and work for you. it'd be great. I think it might work because it'll be summer so Lacey and Ryan won't be in school and then Jodie won't have her afterschool thing that she teaches so she'll be able to work more as well. I hope it works. I just want to go back there. not even for Stephen, I just want to go back there to see daddy and memere and pepere and Scott and Beckalecka and Reesey. I love spending time back there.
so yeah. I'm gonna go now because I work tomorrow and I need to sleep. the dogs woke me up this morning with their damn barking. ugh. talk later.