most likely i'll be delteing this soon. i made a different one under a different name for buisness reasons. if you want my em-ail before i boot this let me know.

rae

i'm no longer a minor. yes, that's right, i have FINALLY turned 18. that means i can go into the back room at Saturday's now! (if you're from L'burg you get it.)

rae

i finally got myself a car. i lucked out and got it for $100 from a friend. it will make life easier. other than that schools sucks and i need to find a better job other than the fucking ski restort. and it's down to crunch time before my b-day (45 DAYS.

rae

i ended up not going trick or treating, which is rather disheartening in a way but josh took me to see Saw Three instead so i can't complain. and i got to stay the night in the middle of the week for once. i still think Halloween is the best haliday ever.

rae

drove five fucking hours to cleveland this weekend, then drove it home in ONE day. just for the sake of going to a horror convention called Cinema Wasteland which was fun. Tom Savini (mispelled) Sex Machine from, From Dusk 'til Dawn checked out my ass and i got really excited because i've never been around people even semi famous so yeah, i'm a ( Read more... )

things seems to be slowly going a bit better. i've been able to sleep a little more and i haven't been crying for no reason. i've been taking vitamins to make sure i don't get sick from not eating well, and i'm back up to 108 so i have about 4 pounds to go to get back to my normal weight. i have been able to stomach things a litle beter though ( Read more... )

things have been going so out of control for the past few weeks i couldn't hndel the stress any longer. my mother is constantly yelling at me about anything she can think of and continued to use Josh as the scapegoat in all of it. she wanted him to move out (even though she agreed to give him two weeks to get his check) that she was threatening a ( Read more... )

i'm going to the mental hospital for the week.

rae

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