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I have this thing where i can only think im pretty for a few seconds then it turns into the complete opposite view about myself. david wants me to stay at his place a few days..thinkin about it but i dont want to leave my mother here alone. goin out again tonight anyway. we hung out last night. i cried about my situation for the first time. glad he was there. we drove around and got happy, bought some beer and talked. min-make out but i'm afraid he's reading too far into it. i know he loves when he feels like i want him, i love fucking with him. because of who he is and what's happened. who knows whats happening tonight heh. tomorrow:Myyo. Wednesday:Brenda&&Darling Thursday:Alex's (david's cousin) Friday:Juan. Saturday...who knows.