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There's been too much drama today to describe.
Went out with Juan last night, got home at a decent hour this time (3:30am). Geez..I seriously had a moment where i needed to stop and be like "ok...stop liking him so much" haha. And i have. I like the way our thing is, we like each other but it's not that seriously. We're just...unexplained and i like it. He gives me small kisses to cheer me up. and holds my hand on our 4 hour drives. and walks me to the corner tree, far enough to know i probably won't get brutally attacked, but not close enough to my house as to not alarm my mother once he hugs and gently kisses me goodbye. honestly, I don't have that "omg ur fuckin hot" kind of thing. It's just something...i can't put my finger on it. maybe it's because he's actually a really nice person. sure he can have this asshole attitude sometimes but he's usually kidding or it's just a fun sarcastic thing. or because he's clean. he doesn't do "bad" things. he only drinks on occasion, doesn't do drugs, isn't associated with a bunch of "fucked up" people...and he smells fucking good as hell (i jacked his sweater) lol.
Cops can really just suck my nutsack ♥
Actually, i just love (more than a lot of things) the attention of guys. i love having it. I love abusing it lol. It's seriously one of my greater joys in life, and i don't really know how to explain it. my dad was there through my childhood. im pretty sure i wasnt molested/raped. what's my deal ha. this gatorade is fuckin bomb.
"haha i just gotta make u the center of attention for like 5 minutes and ur bak in haha" it's less than 5.
I love my grandma's caretaker. She's so funny and i barely understand what she's saying half the time. She has a thick accent and her english is so broken. "ello...uhh...tahnee? es monicaaa. uhh...donde esta...u mom there?" "oh she's at a uh...comedy show? " (sometimes i'll throw some espanol in there...it didnt come this time haha "ohh ok. uhh i...call...uhh how do u say...i call her later? no, tomorrow? i call her tomorrow?" "oh yeah, you can call tonight on her cell phone later" "oh es ok. no...uh...no problem here. everything fine haaa" "haha ok" "ok thank yoooou" "ok bye" "k byyyye" haha I ♥ her.
I really don't know why im such an upbeat mood. today was pretty shit.
Went out with Juan last night, got home at a decent hour this time (3:30am). Geez..I seriously had a moment where i needed to stop and be like "ok...stop liking him so much" haha. And i have. I like the way our thing is, we like each other but it's not that seriously. We're just...unexplained and i like it. He gives me small kisses to cheer me up. and holds my hand on our 4 hour drives. and walks me to the corner tree, far enough to know i probably won't get brutally attacked, but not close enough to my house as to not alarm my mother once he hugs and gently kisses me goodbye. honestly, I don't have that "omg ur fuckin hot" kind of thing. It's just something...i can't put my finger on it. maybe it's because he's actually a really nice person. sure he can have this asshole attitude sometimes but he's usually kidding or it's just a fun sarcastic thing. or because he's clean. he doesn't do "bad" things. he only drinks on occasion, doesn't do drugs, isn't associated with a bunch of "fucked up" people...and he smells fucking good as hell (i jacked his sweater) lol.
Cops can really just suck my nutsack ♥
Actually, i just love (more than a lot of things) the attention of guys. i love having it. I love abusing it lol. It's seriously one of my greater joys in life, and i don't really know how to explain it. my dad was there through my childhood. im pretty sure i wasnt molested/raped. what's my deal ha. this gatorade is fuckin bomb.
"haha i just gotta make u the center of attention for like 5 minutes and ur bak in haha" it's less than 5.
I love my grandma's caretaker. She's so funny and i barely understand what she's saying half the time. She has a thick accent and her english is so broken. "ello...uhh...tahnee? es monicaaa. uhh...donde esta...u mom there?" "oh she's at a uh...comedy show? " (sometimes i'll throw some espanol in there...it didnt come this time haha "ohh ok. uhh i...call...uhh how do u say...i call her later? no, tomorrow? i call her tomorrow?" "oh yeah, you can call tonight on her cell phone later" "oh es ok. no...uh...no problem here. everything fine haaa" "haha ok" "ok thank yoooou" "ok bye" "k byyyye" haha I ♥ her.
I really don't know why im such an upbeat mood. today was pretty shit.